- BaBy PROtector :P

2010-05-01T20:44:00.002+08:00

lots of things have happen... well, there's the sweet & good part!! and there's the part where life sucks GO SUCK THUMB loh!! well, don't really like myself now!! i feeling I'm having is like a hot-air balloon whom got a hole and I'm forcefully pumping the thruster to maintain that standard...

well!!! erm when i got time seems like i gonna create a new blog-site le ba!! since it's a new chapter, a new story!! =D

Johnson arh!!!!!! Johnson!! =3 be positive!!! always remember!!! look at the bright side of life, no more negative thoughts alright? studies, health, love, savings!!! only this 4!!! U can do it!!! just remember positive attitude and you're as good like how it suppose to be!! FOCUS!!! ^^

2010-04-08T05:16:00.004+08:00

well... there's lots to blog about~

but firstly if some of u guys know!! tht i'm writing a story right? but guess it's no more!!! as i've deleted that story book of mine already!!! erm.... everything about my birthday was fun!!! and yap!! a very very big thanks to lim yiwen!! ^^

as she's a very steady & awesome person(Y)!! omg!!! i need to really bush up my english!! or else i gonna get punishment writing correction 100times on every mistake...

LOL ^^ erm....yap!! so far 2presents collected!! it's very good present ok!! not cheapskates!! will upload photo's of it when school starts? as seems like quite a few will only give me by thn!! LOL!!!

OH YAP!!! will start saving up money for next years party!! ^^

2010-03-19T07:02:00.003+08:00

I promise i'll get back to u again, if fate let us cross again!! in the main time i'm going to polish myself up, before it comes!! ^^ i swear!!

2010-03-18T23:25:00.002+08:00

i found a song that really fits.. and if possible, i really wish i'll never wanna hand u this song!! ^^

2010-03-18T06:46:00.001+08:00

OMG!!! i suppose to be sleeping since 4am but somehow decided to watch anime.. till now can't stop!! -.- sleepless night

2010-03-17T05:55:00.000+08:00

even after so long, to me it's just a moment ago :')

2010-03-14T22:44:00.003+08:00

well, today i got to see her, though we did talk a bit but from her expression she's being unreachable. as in her heart is being closed down.. :/
haha~ this feeling is just like before!! during the Singapore idol, the pain is really unbearable. as of today most of the time i almost bust out of tears but, i should congrats myself for being tough, as i can just bust out like this although is unbearable, must bear the thought for her as in what will she feel when i do tht, what will the people from FMO thinks of her... it won't be something nice, so further more i must be strong for zhuzhu, as she's trying hard too~ if only i can understand how her minds works? as in whats the drive of the mindset which able her to do so to me :(
like whats the problem man? haha~

however 2days ago i watch a movie called 孔子 (Confucius), within this movie there's a sentence i find it very meaningful, I'll elaborate in English!! ^^

The reader can understands the writer's situation, but however the reader can never truly understands what kind of hardship the writer have been going through facing the situation....

well this sentence i believe it's in for her and as for me too, as in she can be the writer too, which means i may not understand what kind of hardship she's having too..

that's about it!! ^^

OH!! YA!!! forgot to mention, i did went to basil's BBQ birthday. as the coolest part is that he got a friend who studies the same school as i do, but his in NP haha!!
And yap!! he mention something during the conversation & i find it meaningful (Y)

him : Hey!! DUDE!! how many EX do u get so far?
me : Just my first and ever? =3
Him : ok!! cool, but erm are u still friends with her? still chat-able?
me : well, sort of? HAHA!! really depends on her o.o
him : let me give you an advice!! it's good to know that you're still chatting as now a days some bitches like dame bitches, however if the both of you guys are still chatting is good. maintain that way. means she's a good girl, must take care of her as you will never know? 5years down the road, you MAY ending up together with her again. anyway most importantly the best thing about love is loving the SAME person over again & again.. :)

well, thats all it is!! =D haha!! wishes all jerks & bitches will treasure & love the relationship their holding, be nice all over again... HOWEVER CHAO OUTSIDE!!! LOL

2010-03-11T19:42:00.005+08:00

today trip out with u, i got so much to say deep within me :3 and it's good to see u recover, able to run some-more!! (Y) haha!! able to see u safe and sound make me happy!! dunno why!! ^^

and as u baobao!! i dun noe what happen between u and her!! but no matter what i'll still be the guardian star to look after, protects u and jie de!! remember? it's a promise!! a promise that since the day was said haven been broken!! and yap dun worry k!! i'm still at the same place standing still!! I　Ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｒｅｍｅｍｂｅｒ　ｔｈｅ　ｐｒｏｍｉｓｅ　ｕ　ｇａｖｅ　ｔｏ　ｍｅ　ｔｏｏ!!　^^　加油　as i didn't throw u or jiejie away!!　

ｈａｈａ!!　Ｔｈｅｒｅ'ｓ something that's written and can't ｂｅ　erase... i ｋｎｏｗ to some of the readers out there, seems to think I'm still young and what so ever! haven grown up, she's just one of the passerby in my life, but somethings that can't be explain... even with everyone says not worth or whatever... may be I'm sick or what but ｓｏｍｅｐａｒｔ　ｏｆ　ｍｅ,　ｓｏｍｅｗｈｅｒｅ　ｄｅｅｐ　ｉｎ　ｍｙ　ｈｅａｒｔ　I just somehow love this 霸道，有些时后满不讲理　和　有一些大小姐皮气的女人 still...

From what i truly understand what "true love" means to everyone is like when you're listening to love songs, watching movies or saw something eventful, touching in a sense. eventually got u to tears or emotional... let me ask u this question when you're watching or hearing this kind of things what DID your mind actually THINKS!!! before u got into emotional state...
well for those people out there who thinks this is lame or OMG!! EMO freaks.. means 2things? either u've been hurt countless times, or u're not matured (haven come across anyone) yet!! there is a third option MEANS U'RE A RETARD... =X=X=X=X

anw happy holidays to everyone out there!!
i really hope i can travel back in time spending the days holding your hand just the 2 of us, before i even know your parents.. as i really miss u

2010-03-08T21:02:00.003+08:00

it's a lonely afternoon for me today!! hai... and throughout this few days my mind kept thinking about u!! i don't know why? even after so much.... well there's something i tried and took a picture with!! it kinda make me feels this way about u!! there's some things some feelings which is crave within...

I'm still there!! waiting for you to wake up....

determination

2010-03-08T02:21:00.002+08:00

YOYOYOYO!!!! haha!!! think i'll go back to my gym work after all!! after being inspired by this video!! 7things in mind while u're approaching your target!! BUT it will a BYEBYE to junk food -.- means no MacDonald what so ever kind of bored HAHA!!

anw here's the video that inspired me further!! ^^ enjoy!!

Plans ^^

2010-03-07T03:02:00.004+08:00

alright for this post will be the things i gonna do?

7 march09
remove "something" than head down to somewhere to do photo-shoot session company called talents-hub? lol wonder what kind like de!! since it's mum's client just go loh!! it's 12 to 2pm o.O than off to sherman house....

8 March09
exams at 1 to 3pm!! after exams, zoom to class BBQ!! HAHA arif in deep trouble!! LOL
can consider our first class outing!! haha

9 March
hmm...will visit the gym? go change Acer battery?

10 March
haha!! going back to Sembawang sec to visit my adorable junior golfers!! guess they can hit better thn i do? as i rust like siao here!! haha

11 ~ 14 March
Jona ask me to be free for this days as they may have work for me? o.O sudden surprise!! and hope can get the tcc job after 14 March!!

15 March ~ 01 April
this few days will be gym, hope got work? go china-town to look onto something for zhuzhu!! ^^
outing, slacking, toning, meet out with friends. get my ITE cert!! I NEED $150 ><''
if got spare cash golfing!! ^^

3 ~ 7 April
HELLO!! EVERYONE 5APRIL U'M TURNING 20YEARS OLD ON EARTH!! HAHA
i will have a 3 to 4days celebration!! cause i'm turning UNCLE liao!!! what will i be doing? dunno leh? as in every event!! depends on my budget :(
erm... oh ya!! remember to prepare presents WOO!!! MUST MUST!! NO PRESENT GIVE ANG BAO!! BUT DUN GIVE ME $10 NIA!! AND PLEASE!! PRESENT WISE!! no condoms, lubricators, as condom i reserve already last year!! till now still rot in my room LOL!! boxer, hmm... i dun wear it also!! haha..... =x ><'' =x ><''

after my birthday will be buy stuff that i need to prepare for next semester!! ^^
erm... what else? wish my wishes will come true? haha!!

FaCe MaSk? o.O

2010-03-07T02:51:00.004+08:00

hai... sian!!!

zhuzhu have been depress ever since..... hai!! and someone add on for her!! stupid!! -.- hopes she's doing fine!! =3

ok!! i've been looking at the stupid maths book all by myself!! but i totally suck sia!! dun understand!! -.- as in i dun understand can't link!! LOL

haha!! so i decided to do some face mask for a change!! ^^ LOL!! although my mum's have it!! i dun used hers as it's too expensive!! but somehow i brought another brand which i feel is good and at price which i'm affordable for it!!^^ tried it!! WA!!! nv knew doing face mask feels so good!! now my face feels smoother like baby skin!! -.- i know guys out there must be thinking kind of gay!! i used to think tht too!! but once u tried it!! u'll have a different opinion!! (Y)

haha!!! think from now on will do face-care for myself everyweek? as it's not really that expensive!! ^^

I wish zhu with me right now!! wonder did she even feed her?
miss u!!

2010-03-05T02:34:00.002+08:00

haha!! i'm FINALLY back home!! didn't SIT down much today!! -.- "dun mention or ask abt it!!"

ok!! today is a super duper boring afternoon!! but at night just had a class convi!! and it was hilarious, all the craps and actually the main objective is wei mings advertisement abt his job & design our class webpage!! dame funny arh!! after someone forgotton who says lets put a gossip corner!! while i says put up a study corner!! where tips & what extra classes to do well in poly!! & most importantly going to have a class outing BBQ this coming monday!! HOPE i can make it!! haha!! anw with all de craps and things but i think the conversation may be overboard to others but for me i'm fine with it? just that i think i hope i can blend into the class bonding well!! ^^

though i'm still not used to the culture of it!! haha!! 老了 =x=x=x=x=x
sian sia!! 20years of age is drawing near!! gonna be uncle soon!! -.-

2010-03-03T01:27:00.003+08:00

haha!!! YES!!! now done with IPC, left out with maths!! LOL
erm... today just happen to blog hop around and the blogger shared this movie video,

after i watch it, i can say and agree, that is call love!! :)

http://vidreel.com/video/NTkzMjA3/

2010-03-01T18:56:00.002+08:00

another ciao chee bai!!! dun mean to be vulgar!! but now this fucked up person borrow my paper, say borrow to write up and will return BEFORE he leave the place.. now he MIA!!! finally he pick up his phones!! he better get his ass back here!!

2010-02-27T10:19:00.002+08:00

haha!! another opportunity gone!! just gotton a call from steven lim, asking me to rush down for acting!! and i told him i need to study!! :P LOL!! he even say just go hao ma? for me!! treat me magan somemore he says!! but i say really cannot arh!! ><'' NOW!! hope will do well for IPC!! hehe ^^

2010-02-26T09:15:00.006+08:00

LOL!! shifting things in blog is tough work!! took me so long to things in order!! LOL

huan huan thanks for helping me last time!! but changing new blog skin and so on still depends on u!! cause as u know i'm so noob in this de!! as u're the one who teach me to blog de!! ^^

huan huan!! fast recovery k!! ^^ as mmy legs still pain too!! haha

here's the lyrics of baby ft. ludacris

[Justin Bieber]
Oh woooah, oh woooooah, oh wooooah, oh.
You know you love me, I know you care,
you shout whenever and I’ll be there.
You are my love, you are my heart
and we will never ever ever be apart.
Are we an item? girl quit playing,
we’re just friends, what are you saying.
Said there’s another, look right in my eyes,
my first love broke my heart for the first time.
And I was like…

[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby oooooh,
I'm like baby, baby, baby noooooooo,
I'm like baby, baby, baby, ooooh.
Thought you’d always be mine, mine (repeat)

[Justin Bieber]
Oh, for you I would have done whatever,
and I just can’t believe we aint together
and I wanna play it cool the thought of losing you
I buy you anything, I buy you any ring,
and im in pieces baby fix me and you shake me til’ you wake me from this bad dream.
I’m going down down down down
and I just can’t believe my first love won’t be around.
And I’m like…

[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby oooooh,
I'm like baby, baby, baby noooooooo,
I'm like baby, baby, baby, ooooh.
Thought you’d always be mine, mine (repeat)

[Ludacris]
Luda, When I was 13 I had my first love,
there was nobody that compared to my baby
and nobody came between us, no-one could ever come above
She had me going crazy, oh I was star-struck,
she woke me up daily, don’t need no Starbucks.
She made my heart pound, I skip a beat when I see her in the street and
at school on the playground but I really wanna see her on the weekend.
She knows she got me dazing coz she was so amazing
and now my heart is breaking but I just keep on saying….

[Chorus]
Baby, baby, baby oooooh,
I'm like baby, baby, baby noooooooo,
I'm like baby, baby, baby, ooooh.
Thought you’d always be mine, mine (repeat)

Now I’m gone,
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah,
now I’m all gone.
Gone, gone, gone, gone, I’m gone.

2010-02-26T07:39:00.004+08:00

WA!!! today seems like a friday the 13!! :/

huan huan got her toe nail broken!!! while after i send her home, i got HIT by a motorbike that sells ice-cream.. :(

haha!!! anyway CEP and MS is finally over ofr me!! but who knows when is my maths paper man!! :/

BUT NOW LEAVE WITH IPC WHICH I TOTALLY SUCK AT!! GG MAN!! WILL TRY TO UNDERSTAND THE THINGS FIRST!!

hmm... Just add songs to my blog!! FOUND THIS SONG "BABY" by justin bieber =3
i find it nice, and got feel to it!! enjoy!!

2010-02-24T05:54:00.008+08:00

IT'S DAME FUCKED UP!! when someone borrows your stuff and u wants it back, he scolds u vulgarities and say u knn, kbkp, cb!!! and so one!!!

and even he return he didn't return everything!! i wonder what kind of person am i?

someone good to bully izzit? everyone seems like to step ontop of me!!! what the hell is this? cause i dun scold vulgar words or izzit i dun rise my voice?

CEP is one of my best subjects i wanna aim at least a B+ de!!! cos i have put in hardwork as lots of solutions are being there for me as references...

let me show u what this fucker gave me back!! u guys go see lah!!

now i look at things, i super sian sia!! dunno will even get a PASS FOR CEP or not!!! FUCK IT.... please lah!! WHERE IS MY FLUEGAS SOLUTION? that one i sure got lean u de! why i lean him, cos he going for his retest for CEP, and that question was inside our test paper!! u guys see lah!! i lean le, now become like this!!

and please!! tht day u promise me only borrow from me for just 1day!! now seems like more thn 10times of timeline of 1day liao!!

and ask u come back to school return, ask junhao and u both talk to me, and trying to change topic!!! what the fuck is this?

fuck lah!!! i now dame really dulan already!! cos i noe i'll be repeating maths next semester..

for u readers out there!! a really sorry for u guys if u were reading this post!!
just that i can't stand it when people treat me this way!! it's been so long already!! can't stomach it forever...

I'M A FAILURE

2010-02-21T08:29:00.003+08:00

I suck!! seriously!!! I SUCK!! I KNOW I'm a sucker!! a sucker & a failure!! that seems a waste of resources to mother earth!!

CURRENTLY I REALLY DO FEEL LIKE A FAILURE!!

A FAILURE AT HOME
, WHO CAN'T SPECK UP OR DARE NOT FIGHT BACK WITH THE 2 BARBARIAN AT HOME, ONE DE SMALLER IN THE FAMILY WHOM ALWAYS COME INTO MY ROOM LOUDLY AND SHOUT AT ME GET LOST & WITH ALL HIS VULGARITY!! THE OTHER ALWAYS VERY LOUD, THE "ELDERS & OLDERS" IN THE FAMILY, WHO WILL SAY STUDY NIA? AND QUESTION ME LIKE A PRISONER, I HAD ENOUGH ALREADY U KNOW!! WHEN I'M FINALLY ABLE TO STUDY ALL BY MYSELF IN A ROOM OF SOLITARY, BUT IT'S A FORCE TO STUDY MYSELF AT NIGHT DUE TO A STUPID BROTHER... AND IN THE MORNING, THE LOUD GUY COMES IN AND SWITCH OFF MY AIR-CON WHILE MY HE DIDN'T SWITCH OFF THEIRS!! SUPER UNFAIR LOH!!! GIVE ME A REST FROM MY STUDIES CAN MA? HAIYA!! I THINK THIS SEM SO CUI TILL I THINK I CAN SEE THE SAME MATHS NEXT SEMESTER BA!!
NO CHOICE MA!! I'M A PEACE-LOVER, SO I ALWAYS LET THE LOUDERS WHATEVER HE WANTS...

A FAILURE IN SCHOOL
, WHO DUNNO HOW TO TALK TO FRIENDS, OR OPEN UP MYSELF TO MY FRIENDS, EVEN WITH FRIENDS MUST USE BRAIN TO TALK, CAN'T JUST THINK WHAT WITH YOUR HEART AND SAY IT OUT!! LIFE IS TOUGH IN SCHOOL FOR ME THIS SEMESTER!! WILL I REALLY GET A TRUE HEART WARMING FRIEND IN MY CLASS? HAHA, WEI MING? CAN'T BE WHO ALWAYS PUT ME IN AIR-PLAIN, ALTHOUGH HIS SMART, BUT HE JUST ALWAYS PUT ME AIR-PLAIN, SAY MEET UP ALWAYS ENDS UP, HIS SLEEPING OR UNCONTACTABLE. THE REASON WHY I STOP HANGING OUT WITH THE GUYS IS THAT, THE GUYS ARE WAY TOO SLACKY & KIND OF SELFISH ALL KEEP EVERYTHING FOR THEMSELF, OWNSELF KNOW JIU HAO, LET THE REST WHO DUNNO DIE LOH!! EXCEPT CLARENCE WHOSE THERE FOR A HELPING HAND, THATS WHY I DIDN'T HANG OUT WITH THEM, HAHA!! SO I GOT NO CHOICE!! AND I KNOW FOR ONE THING IS THAT OUR CLASS DE GIRLS ALL HAVE BRAINS, WHICH IS SOMETHING I CAN'T GET USE TO!! COS EVER SINCE YOUNG, I CAN'T FIND GIRLS WHOSE BRAIN ARE SYSTEMATIC WITH DISCIPLINE TOWARDS STUDIES!! HARDWORKING & SMART I WOULD SAY!! HAHA!! AND THE BEST THING IS THAT THEY DUN PUT AIR-PLAIN!! THATS WHY I'M TRYING TO GET ALONG WITH THEM, BUT THE THING IS THAT, I'M NOT USED TO HANG OUT WITH GIRLS, NOT TO SAY TALK TO THEM, SO THAT IS SOMETHING I CAN'T FREELY BE MYSELF :( HAHA! GUESS ONLY ZHUZHU & HUAN HUAN WHOM I CAN TALK FREELY TOO!! BUT ANYWAY MAY BE TO U GUYS I'M IRRITATING AND SO, AND BORROW STUFF DIDN'T RETURN!! TILL LAST MIN.. REALLY SORRY, AND TO ONE OF MY FRIEND U BORROW MY STUFF TILL NOW DIDN'T EVEN WANNA RETURN TO ME!! SAY WILL SCAN AND EMAIL ME BACK!! BUT WHERE IS MY PAPER? -.- THATS WHY I SAY GUYS IN MY CURRENT SCHOOL ARE SO UNDEPENTABLE... SICK AND TIRED OF IT? TO BE MORE ACCURATE IS SIAN WITH THE GUYS IN MY CLASS.. BUT DUN WORRY!! NEXT SEMESTER I'LL CHANGE!! I'M GOING TO DO AFEW CHANGE TO MY ROOM DOOR, AND CHARACTER TOWARDS STUDY!! BUT FIRST IN ORDER TO DO THAT, I'M GOING BACK TO GOLF HEHE!! TO GET BACK THAT AGGRESSIVE ATTITUDE, THE ATTITUDE TO GET A BETTER PERFECTION TOWARDS MY GOAL!!

AFTER THIS SEMESTER, THIS ARE THE THINGS I WANNA DO PREPARATION FOR NEXT SEMESTER!! ^^

* A WHITE BOARD, MICROSOFT EXCEL, TEACHERS, TIME
* FIND UNCLE SAM & UNCLE ERIC FOR GOLF, NEED TO GET BACK MY CALMNESS, CONFIDENCE, PATIENCE & AGGRESSIVENESS.

THANKS UNCLE SAM, I KNOW CURRENTLY I LACK OF CONFIDENCE & AGGRESSIVENESS, THATS WHY WITH PATIENCE ALONE, MADE ME A LAZY PERSON WHO IS LOST!! lol

2010-02-15T02:53:00.002+08:00

HIHIHI!!!!

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE OUT THERE!! ^^

lol!! emm.. today seems to be quite a boring day for me, didn't go travel far..

anw now i'm home just played audition and currently i'm drinking some soup..

hai... while drinking it remind me somethings abt the past, tat happen last year cny..

hmm.... although i miss her so much, but thats all i can ever do, cos who noes her heart may have someone else already, and with my current standard, just dun have de confidence or even courage to say "i love u, i still love u!!"

if there's a pill tht can forget everything, just like a computer, which can reformat, will be great, but i noe which is impossible, only in hell can get something like tht, before u pass on!! LOL

gambled today and i lose 10bucks!! haha!! after winning 30 -.-'' all cos of greed LOL!! last year de gamble game also same thing, win 30bucks, but show hand, and i did it again... -.-

2010-02-10T23:28:00.001+08:00

HAHA~! here's something to share~ =3
i found this sentence very interesting and it's also true in a sense for me!!

I think everyone has a certain part of their life where they truly wish they could freeze time, whether it was three years ago, today, or still to come, whether it was just a moment, a whole day, or a whole summer. Everyone has a time in their life where they wish everything would just stop, the world would stop turnin...g and people would stop changing, because to them, at that time, everything was perfect.

2010-02-10T16:35:00.002+08:00

到底哪一个才是对的选者。

~feelins in my heart~

2010-02-07T00:14:00.004+08:00

i so bored with just MS, cramp up in this room of mine for whole day!! didn't even notice day-light has gone dark!! hai....

hai ba!! as for now i just talk some things... ("lame")

hmm... i had a very weird dream last night, some motivation dreams about golf, and the feeling so great, it put me in game like i'm playing a tournament!! intense but i like it...

thn there was yihuan & her mother we were shopping together... details dame scary ><''

of course not to forget zhuzhu & her family members... =D

hai... i need more time!! i dun mind having just 48hours JUST for me!! LOL
emm.. today night did get another surprise letter!! -.- dun mention le.. sian

hmm... guess this semester is so "cui" till i can't be bother to put 100% to it le... thats one part of what being me is ba!! even in golf is the same!! cui a few holes still nvm i still carry on with my best.. but if cui more thn half i dun feel like playing.. just play safe shots.. to minimize the damage to it....

hmm... i so hope that i really got a wonderful life.. but i noe it's impossible cos no one is perfect, is to do what we can to the inprefect to life...

now i really know whats lonely... when u have something & u lose it, u need something to replace it... how can i becomes content with his life, even with a busy life, u think u're not lonely, but if u're busy with something u dun love, what will do? i so wish to be like last time...

whereby always into school work!! always think that school is very easy one!! get there study and get top or even at least top 5%, and go train golf everyday, what a busy life, every just school, homework, after school golf training till night, go home and sleep, next day is de same thing, but learn new things again.... i dun find it lonely..

but now with my current self somehow i feel the life i had last time was lonely...
wonder why? is like i noe i got 14wifes(golf clubs) it's better thn 1wife...

but somehow may be i got to used to just one wife... hai!!

forget it, i dun even noe what i want!! this sem just so cui, finish this game, and wait for another round!! make sure the next round will be a better round!!

~ Hello ~ i'm talking to u? : (

2010-02-02T22:45:00.003+08:00

suddenly i feel my life in school have been quiet down quite a lot!!

hai... guess the only friends tht i have are really my 14wifes... wait awhile more long ok!! we'll be partners again soon during the holiday!! -.-

make me sound like a attention seeker, or someone who is emo...

hai... 海派甜心 has ended..

the era of tiger woods has ended as well...

somehow i feel that the road path I'm walking is getting thinner & thinner..
till size of a wire string...

when that time comes, will life be so boring to walk this path, hope i won't fall!!
well... at least for now, i know what are my plans and target are!!

haha!! can say that i kind of restarted my brain, ( "hope de laggy problem of mine will not come!! ^^" ) during the holidays i will be just like what i'm gonna do for my laptop as well... which is REFORMAT!! haha! missed myself and can't wait to be back as "johnson" again!! =D

what a quiet and boring life i'm in now~!!

2010-01-30T00:20:00.003+08:00

what i really needed now is someone who can provide me motivation, admiration, hyperness ( NOT DEXTER ), concentration, confidence, believe, follow the plan!!!

i noe in my heart there's only person, but studies are more important now!!
NEED MOTIVATION study MOOD!!!!

2010-01-25T04:34:00.003+08:00

Just done watching 海派甜心 episode 13..

this eps, i got lots of feeling which got me to tears.. let me break down to why...

one of the part is whereby one love is always there even wait for another 10years..
2nd part, love is really painful, having the one you love in your heart to forget every part of u..
3rd part, love there is always either one party do stupid things...
4th part, letting go, to pretend to forget..
5th part, knowing that he lost the memories of u & what ever u do, u just cant get him back.... knowing that u can't get him back the pain..
6th part, seeing how the other party hugging together with the one you only love..
7th part, finally gets back his memory, but his gonna fall off the cliff & die..

i didn't teared 7times, but i can say my eyes are wet & heavy that's all.... some part of course i did teared..

well, goodnite.....

2010-01-24T17:30:00.007+08:00

come on!! johnson wake up!!!

hai.. this is not me....

any idea how to go back being your old self?? someone teach me?!! LOL

just to say that, i can sense the changes within me, i'm not what i'm used to be!!

usually if i'm left alone, i'll be at home mugging to strive to be top!! even can get top at least top 5 position...

but now!! i feel like an average joe!! sibei sian...

the johnson i know, used to abit arrogant (well golfers tend to be arrogent but it's true that they are pro!! LOL), perfectionist, planner, goal maker, abit stringy toward money but still lean people money in need of emergency ( be it life saving or friends need money to save one relationship whatever ), sporty, early sleeper, confident, wax my hair everyday, dress up nicely for special occasion, and patience, calm in any situation.

NOW the johnson is....

Money spender, still a pro but not professional but is PROBLEM!!!, time waster = dun sleep when u must sleep (is i can't sleep), goal maker ( but can't do it ), perfectionist ( not perfect when yr plans screw u up), planner (plan but no heart to follow), didn't wax my hair as everyday le, dress up nicely (haha lazy), sporty ( no time to do sport and no track shoes), the only thing it still remain the same is that i got no anger... :/

i dun get it, guess am i freak, so much different, and i still not angry of myself. why? cos i find it no point to get angry with myself, it's only make yr problem more jialat, anger = can't think properly....

haha, guess it's kind of weird why i write this post.. while thanks to someone, it made me think of it, not tht i nv think before, is just not think of it 100%...
First time did my presentation like an idiot can't talk!! blank headed, things go missing, overconfident in lots of ways.

so what my plan now?
try my best to do as well as i can for this semester, D list is like impossible but a 3.5 is still like a lottery liao..
During the holidays, get back to my 14wifes, hope they'll get me the way i am as before!! =3 one of them is spoiled, the other 2 my driver & putter got stolen, but my current driver is now a nike sumo with 65g shift so heavy, and a stupid old putter of mine, who always very naughty.

well, 5more weeks to go 3march will be the start of the plan, hope next semester u'll see a new johnson!! haha!! relationship wise, hope next semester will NOT HAVE ba!! UNLESS fate draws another line for me.... just like you noe who and I before, haha!! as for her!! can really see some progress, she's on the verge of up growing process... hope she'll keep this up!! haha!

OH YA!!!! my new year resolution for this year 2010!!! forgotten i own you guys LOL

1. hope to grow back my height of 178cm
2. get back my body figure.( no belly please )
3. money tree growing in my bank account.
4. try to catch up with all my golfing friends & friends, aiya!! anyone that i noe and noe me de.
5. get back my motivation.
6. stand straight to improve my posture.
7. don't be a sloppy guy!!
8. hope yihuan can follow her new year resolution.
9. hope zhuzhu will find a saver to remake her tongue.
10.get a DVD player with Hi 5 for my room, new cell phone, Ipod, and portable audio for my lappy.
11.know MORE female friends -.- ( my friends always says i like gay like tht, hp only 30female contacts including my mum and teachers ) while i got 400+ which is males..
12.LUCK LAI LAI!!! & all my friends stay alive...
13. hehe.... for this is (secret)

HOPE THIS WILL BE A WONDERFULL TEEN ENDING YEAR FOR ME, AND NEW BEGINNING YEAR OF MY ADULT LIFE..... =D

2010-01-18T02:59:00.005+08:00

haha!! HAI GUY!! as usual!! sunday nights i will watch 海派甜心( Hi my sweetheart )

erm... today's eps is totally emotional and dame nice!! can really feel it from in-between part4, part 5 till the end!! every part made me tears... a total of 3times!!

here's the link!! enjoy!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=17r7ivbMUuo --> this start from part 4 =3

erm... life been tough!! really!! =3

hmm... when people really noes what loving & likeing the person is! it's does not matter how she treats u!! or how long time have pass!! u'll still be there!!

是你天生好有patience, 还是他人真的有那样好？
等到你有你喜欢的人，就不用问我这问题了。。。。：）

2010-01-17T04:07:00.004+08:00

i just wants back my life!! and i just wanna save it...

sometimes things are just so true...

now with the story back to being the brittle part again!!

hai... for people out there, those who have a couple! have u ever wonder how will the story of u two will go on? =3 erm... think abt it? leave yr comments at the tag box!! haha! emm.. for people who is still having their honeymoon period!! u dun bother abt this at all, just enjoy the moment ba!!

for me i think i have a total of 3book collection! :/

one! is the relationship book, thats a total mess!! but a prefect start!
two! is the book of friends! think will start to get messy
three! is the book that zhu wrote! a complete and prefect happiness

with this 3books somehow, i need to diskette them into 3 category. Past & Future!!

where does the presents go? well no point having a present, since u noe the future!! most likely u'll change it!! like SOMEONE does!!

hai... we both noe the change will be bad!! but what else can i do... it's true that humans are really stupid and funny creature! may be thats one of the reason why god made us having our naked eyes can't see them..

well, the book of life is a tough one!! imagine yr everyday life is a book written copy!!

u guys must be thinking what the hell am i talking abt!! well, i didn't think much as i'm thinking, i just type out what i thought of!! :/

goodnite everyone!! guess i'll need to visit the doctor soon!! to get more pills... or els white hair boy appear again!! LOL

2010-01-12T19:05:00.000+08:00

hospital presentation at the hospital...

2010-01-09T14:09:00.005+08:00

went to gary funeral ytd!!! it's quite sad to see a friend who stays near to my home Gone!! just like tht!!

went home that night... dad went PMS again!!! looking for trouble!!

i'll just share with you guys what he says!!

Dad: the telephone bills, utility bills haven pay!! u today very busy arh?

Johnson: I finish school at 3pm today!! soon after, went for my friend funeral just right down stairs...

Dad: oO!! ok HAO!! also say no time leh!!! thn this job who wanna do?

(it's also like hinting asking u to do right!! but dun wanna point out!!)

Johnson: never-mind tomorrow morning I'm free! I'll do it loh!!

Dad: DON'T NEED ALREADY!! HAO WILL DO IT TOMORROW!!

( he turn his back and slam my door!! -.- )

this action is totally so contradict!! and totally waste of my time!! firstly telling JOB not DONE!! 2nd saying other no time!! (hinting u to do it) 3rd he noe what u gonna reply!! 4th saying that u dun need to do anything? WTF is this!!! and it's 3plus in the morning!! -.-

2nd round!!! as usual attack the debater when his still sleeping!!!

Dad! OPEN DOOR LOUDLY!! KEEP CALLING MY NAME TILL I CALLED HIM "DAD"
WHY IS MY TOILET SO DIRTY!! WHEREBY I DUN USE THAT LIVING ROOMS TOILET!! (after he finish that sentence!! he slam my door again!!) -.-

ok!!! now u guys know the concept!! i'll just share with u the rest by the sentence by sentence!!

`next week i'll just give u $30.... (SLAM DOOR)
`what u busy with later... (SLAM DOOR)
`10am close the aircon ARH!! (SLAM DOOR)
`this is my house!! (SLAM DOOR)
`never see someone like you go people funeral like that one!! (SLAM DOOR)
`19 of age only already act so big sort!! next time how u manage yr house!!
`i not yr friend, this is my house!!

believe you readers out there can understand, and what are yr thoughts while, lets just say i know his trying to communicated with me, but it's not gonna work out this way!!

2010-01-07T21:43:00.003+08:00

rest in peace man!!!! when i heard the news i was in shock!!!

hai... from this incident, life is so unpredictable!! which is true!! he was fine ytd, with facebook and everything... but now!! :'(

will be heading down to his funeral tomorrow....

2010-01-04T20:15:00.001+08:00

海派甜心 ep.10

this episode made me tears twice.. :')

it's a really nice story!!!

2010-01-04T05:45:00.002+08:00

haha! it's 5.20am and i'm awake whereby i slept at around 2am? just can't sleep at all.. i will always love this time, lots of memories LOL!!!

will get myself prepare to school at 6.45am.... and YA!!! today is the day all students in Singapore hate the most!! waking up for the first day for school!! WAhaha!!! except for those who waiting for O level results still enjoying their holidays!! LOL

hmm.... as for me, will becoming a schoole-holic and choing for the last 5weeks till final paper!! 5weeks around 1month time, sian CNY won't have mood, probably my left hand will be on books -.-

and ya!!! as for my 2010 new year resolution!! will share with you guys soon!!! too many to list out!! my soon may be 1month later!! LOL!! hao lah!!!

presentation going on later!!! and I NEED A PAIR OF RUNNING SHOES!!! or els no workout can be done!! sian!! :/

2009-12-28T20:08:00.002+08:00

海派甜心 episode 9....

this story is really a great..... :')

wa!!! to everyone out there!!! treasure your love ones & live it to every second you have with them... cause you have no idea what story behold you the next moment!! :')

2009-12-28T06:52:00.000+08:00

Ok here's a sad love story . after i read it i felt so emotional and tears drop as usual... :')

The Dolls Of Love

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him.

Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…

“Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?” I asked.
“I can’t”
“Why? You need to study at home?” I felt disappointment
grabbing me.

“No… I am going to meet a friend…”

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all.
He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why…

Then one day…
Me: Um, Jin, I …
Jin: What…don’t drag, just say..
Me: I love you.
Jin: ……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me: Jin…
Jin: Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: What’s this?
Jin: I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me: Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin: Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted… “Wait…”
Jin: You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin: What?!
Me: Tell me

I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.
“I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”
That was what he said. Then he ran off. My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me…

After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday
After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him.
He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: I don’t need it.

Jin: What….why…
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!

I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
“I’m sorry”
He apologized in a tiny voice.
He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!

But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll. Then…

Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted…
But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.
“Jin, move!”
HONK~!!
“Boom!” That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away from me.
That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls.

Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love…

“One…two… three…”
That was how… I started to count the dolls…
“Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty
five…”
It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

“I love you~, I love you~”
I dropped the dolls,shocked.

“I….lo..ve…you??”
I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.

“I love you~ I love you~”
It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
“I love you~”

“I love you~”
“I love you~”
Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach,
that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…

“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”

The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…

For that… and for that reason… to me… it became courage… to live a beautiful life….

2009-12-26T09:31:00.004+08:00

what a bad ass, fucked up dad i have.... what kind of person that wack yr son when his already 19years of age....

i'm already on pills for my insomnia already.... and his there speaking nonsense that's not the truth, and while i finally get myself to sleep, he comes in and ask to do housework, and says i'm a freak that sleeps in the day!! i taken my pills every 12am... is i can't sleep.... say stuff i dun have time management, wtf.... if i was born not being slow, i won't be having this kind of problems.... i admit that i'm a slow learner... even copy notes i'm also slow... words must read a few time thn got the whole idea... but i'm not fucking lazy for goodness sake...

If you're so good why dun you go and study NOW or last time when u're young and work at the same time lah!! if u can i surely got nothing to say, and confirm guarantee chop idolize u..

and for MYSELF and yr fucking face in front of your elder brother's SON'S ALL STUDY SCHOLAR OR WHATEVER LAH... ... i studied hard to prove NOT JUST YOU in secondary school, got top all the way during my upper secondary... and during graduation day i ask you to come school, even ask u to take off for that single day, but u last min say to me u can't make it...

nvm! i noe u love us lah, work for the family almost 360days per year u're de most hardworking person in the family, i'm the laziers in the family.. different jobs got different prospects ma.... but may be u're too old to understand tht.... got grape generation between us.... u say u're in the company got lots of uni youngsters dunno what kind are they lah... say u understand me... blua blua blua...

and during my upper secondary days when i started to play golf, u didn't even support me, not to say provide me with my practices, my club membership, my golfclubs or see me play during my tournaments.... NV PROVIDE ME NVM LIAO LAH!! SUPPORT ALSO DUN HAVE... u only see me PRACTICE just once only when mum WANTS TO FETCH ME HOME THN U cames to see me....

The STUPID THING is you even ask me to give up golf, i say i dun want, you say i'm being stubborn, thn bring up the old story abt my primary school tuition teacher... which was primary 2...... please lah!! cos golf natures me to a better being.. unlike you, i told u before i hate people especially adults saying Cantonese vulgar words... i find it unglamorous & kind of lower yr grades... low-class meaning... and golf even get me to know friends whose character look alike like mine but their lot more fortunate... meet lots of successful people... cos of golf i got lots of friends in high places and with carefully studied of what kind of job prospects i wants... i got into chemical process technology in ITE....

U scold me stupid for that & when i say "no" u say i'm being stubborn again... yaya!! whatever lah....

i KnoW now u're very unhappy with me lah... but u're a bloody liar... just now i even say u i dislike people saying vulgar words u wack me for tht lah... say to me " when did i say tht" i say u got... thn u say to me why u talk to like tht.. somemore come straight at my face like gangster like tht... thn i say lah... u so man one.. so beng one... now talk like this... thn i somehow also talk to u like this liao loh BUT I DUN TALK VULGAR...

and the funny thing is that i even thank him for giving me what a wonderful present sia? punches & kicking at the face and wanna throw me out of the family.... sorry lah... i noe i hurt yr pride... but u leh... PLEASE LEARN TO BE MORE PATIENCE AND DO PUT YOURSELF IN OTHER PEOPLES FEELING... NOT PUTTING YOURSELF IN OTHER PEOPLE MIND AND SEE HOW TO DEFECT THEM IN A DEBATE...

nevermind lah!!! anyway today any unsatisfied business i have with him in the pasT, i all spill out already.... guess tonight will have a second round... when his back... (DEBATE ROUND 2)

2009-12-25T22:20:00.002+08:00

haha.... just found this photo's on facebook fans...

i know this may look & sound weak to you....

but i can't help but be honest...

2009-12-25T20:58:00.002+08:00

haha.... have u guys ever got this feeling like, how u miss the best Christmas night you ever had, compare with the worst the next following year? :'/

lone with last night, i feel i'm sick, yawn for love... haha

love is about letting your love one, granting her wish, a wish even it means leaving you! can grant her happiness....

zhu i understand why u do it le, cos u love her so u grant her wish... :'/

but i do miss everything....

2009-12-25T20:08:00.001+08:00

last night, i dream of her suffering, scared, alone, crying in the fire....

i miss u!!! :'(

2009-12-15T21:39:00.004+08:00

what am i to you ACTUALLY!! i really wanna know!!!

I love u so much till people take off they're hats and say to me "johnson u deserve a best boyfriend award" -.-''

why DO U LOVE STABBING ME!! I DUNNO, I DUN UNDERSTAND!!! why can't you let me wait for u quietly!!! till i really wait for de REAL DAY WHEREBY YOU'LL SAY " LET'S START AFRESH BA =D!! :3 "

why must you come and claim me & 2days later, you go POOF!!! "you're a no body to me" why is this?

i really dun understand!!!

WHAT AM I ACTUALLY?

2009-12-15T02:44:00.000+08:00

haha!! must be crazy right!! at this time!! BLOGGING!!! LOL

just a short post express from my heart!!

the feeling whereby the one u love, the one you thought, the one whereby you just wanna hold on to forever, is just in front of you! but u just can't get her, no matter how much u try!!! it's not like she's dead!! but your heart can't reach her, even u cried out a pond of tears!!!!

test going on!!! see ya!!!!!

what did i do to deserve a tragedy story!!!

2009-12-07T22:33:00.002+08:00

i felt so slow that i'm unable to reach, feels like I'm trying to reach heaven whereby it's impossible to reach, whereby no footing is there for me...

A's? haha!!! looks like D or "F" .....

2009-12-05T17:31:00.003+08:00

zhu!! i can really feel how u've been through 7years with jiejie!!! :']

ytd jie made me tears like a loser....

zhu!! johnson gege what really wants is someone to love me & take care of my all...

i noe jie suppose to be the one, suppose to be de one to be with, suppose to be the one to give me her all!! :']

I NOE ZHU NV LIE TO US!!

and is so dame true that I LOVE HER SO MUCH, that i can't live without her.....

she stands out in my heart no matter how she treats me, i dunno why? i just love her, may be that's why u say i'm twit in this way....

I CAN'T BE A LITTLE BIT BAD OF BEING A BAD GUY TO MAKE JIE LOVE ME... COS I DUN REALLY LIKE WEARING A MASK... SORRY K!!!

zhu!!! monday when jie says wanna see us, even when I'm sick, u noe johnson gege really felt happy, but dare not show it, until i send jie home that night...

but what happen yesterday.... zhu!!! i really feels like your love one taking a knive & stab in-front of u!!

zhu!!! guess after u watch 海派甜心 episode 5, if u Put yrself in DA LANG position, u'll really understand how i feel right now!!! it hurts....

if u're reading this, please stay where u are, and don't come find me!!!

until YOU're ready TO START AFRESH WITH ME!!

cos i really can't wear a mask as yr friend... I REALLY CAN'T!!

MY HEART DESIRES ONLY YOU!!

2009-12-02T23:19:00.003+08:00

海派甜心 episode 5, after watching it, can somehow understand why are there so many jackass hongster, flits in the world!!! haha... will i become like him one day?

for all you GIRLS OUT THERE!!! if your guy is a really nice guy & having his FIRST relationship!!! and he did gave his all to u!!!

Treasure & cherish him.... love him & take him seriously.... dun ever play with him...

cos if a guy get hurt, it will be a quite permanent damage to him..... :')

2009-11-30T19:47:00.002+08:00

i noe i'll get this kind of results....

so stress & got mixed up with my feelings man!!!! I NEED TO FOCUS, studies are important!!!, but i'm feeling so behind time, it feels kind of like erm... 30% of confident of knowledge that i'm having now!!!!

guess i really need to work over time.... and really really plan for my studies already.... how abt doing a timetable, feel kind of old school...

2009-11-30T10:53:00.002+08:00

finally when i'm able to pick up the courage to called you, but it's seems that u wanna sleep.....

haha!! couldn't really sleep last night, stop my work around 2.30am but erm... slack around the computer watching Russell Peters show's, till 3am went to sleep, but i can't sleep at all due to sickness, so i get up & went to have my med, and at the same time hungry, some supper for me may be? LOL

turn on lappy watch Russell Peters again.... and time flew real fast, around 4.30am quickly turn myself to bed...

currently i'm in school, kind of feel like a fool now!!!! (ttm)

woke up at 8.30am, but dunno whats wrong with me, i shut off my snooze alarm, and during tht time, i dream of u & dunno why just made me tears... ( emo freak -.-)

when i felt wet on my face, i woke up AT 9.30am, i slap myself, WHAT AM I DOING!!! IT'S MONDAY!!! -.-

rush myself to school & sms my friends what do i need to wear formal, but it's really a big thanks for their fast reply....

went to school, with a rush, i saw wei ming.... and we rush to school with "god speed"

hai..... here i am when i got the surprise that TEST being POSTPONE....

didn't bring my maths TEXTBOOK today... so teacher kinda go through the questions that i've done. kind of bored here so that why i'm here!!!!

my english kind of sucks now, cos i'm not in the mood......

WILL THERE EVER BE A HAPPY PIGLET AGAIN....

2009-11-30T02:52:00.000+08:00

she didn't wear the ring...

SCAM QUESTION

2009-11-29T02:42:00.004+08:00

I GOT A QUESTION!!

MUST IT REALLY BE THAT GUYS MUST BE BAD IN ORDER FOR GIRLS TO LOVE HIM MORE!! MUST IT BE NECESSARY THAT GUYS MUST SOMETIME PLAY ALONG GIRLS FEELING TO GET THEM LOVE GUYS... DUN U FEEL IT'S KIND OF LIKE SCAM LIKE THAT....... LIKE A PLAN OR SOMETHING!!!! WHY DUN U PEOPLE JUST BE HONEST WITH YOUR HEART, INSTANT OF HITTING AROUND BRUSHES TO REACH YOUR TARGET!!!

WHY GIRLS JUST LIKE GUYS WHO MAKE UP STORY AND SCAM, LEAVE HER WHERE THEY ARE, AND EVEN TELL HER "I'M SORRY, I CAN'T BE FRIENDS WITH U ANYMORE" AND THAN MADE HER LIFE SO MISERABLE LIKE SHIT LIKE THAT!!! WHAT THE POINT, AND THAN THERE'S A GUY WHO ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR THIS GIRL AND ALWAYS APPRECIATE OF HER DOING!! AND EVEN GAVE UP HIS DREAMS & EVERYTHING, THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS THAT, GET THIS RIGHT!!!!

" I DUN DO SCAM OR MOTIVE, I'M JUST BEING HONEST AND SPEAK OUT WHAT MY BLOODY HEART HAVE TO SAY!!!!"

DO U NOE I'VE NOT BEEN ABLE TO SLEEP WELL, MUST DEPEND ON FLUID TO GET MYSELF TO SLEEP??

DO U NOE EVEN WHEN I WANNA SMS U, I MUST CONTROL MY BLOODY HAND NOT TO DO SO!!!

DO U NOE HOW MUCH I'VE CHANGE LIKE A BLOODY EMO FREAK!!

DO U NOE HOW MUCH TIME I SPEND ON THE ARCADE EVERY AFTER SCHOOL??

DO U NOE TEARS DEEP LIKE SHIT, LIKE THE THUNDER ROAR FROM THE RAIN??

DO U NOE HOW MUCH AGONY I WENT THROUGH WHILE WAITING FOR U IN THE NIGHT!!! AND YOUR LAST WORDS TO ME IS: " DUN WORRY!! I'LL BE BACK TO U, & BY THAN I'LL START AFRESH WITH YOU!! "

I'VE BEEN WAITING ALMOST EVERY-NIGHT WAITING FOR YOUR RETURN, BUT NOW U SEEM SO FAR AWAY....

I REALLY REALLY HOPE THAT THIS DAY WON'T COME!! WHEREBY I GONNA PICK UP PIECES OF YOU, YOU NOE, I WILL!!! COS I JUST LOVE U TOO MUCH!!!

don't make me wait too long

NOW!! back to daily life!!!

DEXTER!! THANKS for your big present!! wasted my 6hours time of the day.
have been keeping myself inside my room, even through sickness..

but thanks to someone advice, i do feel somehow abit better for my feverish...

wa!! SIAN ARH!!! die liao arh!!! next week got so much test!!! and i only ABOUT to get finish my CEP!!! =x

next week test is so deadmeat.....

2009-11-27T08:50:00.002+08:00

OH!!!! MaI!!!!! GoDDDD!!!!!

i didn't remember today is a public Holiday, and i did woke up for my 8am lesson!!! SIAO rite!!! don't even try to mention it... :/

today on the way to school find the train quite spacious and the funny thing is that, when i exit the station. i don't see people standing outside the station or what so ever, but i didn't care, on the long stretch shuttle to school, is like the road is so empty... diao!!!

than suddenly there a weird uncle cycling drove pass me and said GOING TO SCHOOL ARH (Chinese) i didn't bother to answer just smile at him... but after a couple of steps and it made me wonder while, than i remember today is a public holiday...... sob sob!!!!

so no choices, turn backwards and train back to admiralty, had mac for breakfast. erm... and now i'm home!!!

seems like later u're going out, hope u'll being emily zhuzhu with u later!!!!

2009-11-26T22:06:00.004+08:00

today... woke up like a fool at 6.45am and i did press the snooze for 2times, but didn't hear the third time, while i'm laying down i dream? or can say i SET the Snooze to 5min!! haha!! cos dunno why it's set as 9mins per snooze. :/ so i miss thr alarm, and around 9am, i WOKE UP!! due to my bro's loud violent action!!! -.-

so as i'm in the panic mood, i sms my classmates and i found out that TODAY got no lab? thn i shack my head, thinking "AM I DREAMING?" after tht jiu went back to sleep, today went school at 1pm 2.30 finish lecture already.... sian!!! yap!!! than went to study just outside LTQ and do our gan chart for this upcoming Monday's SP1 presentation... WA!!! so much work to be done... next week having MATHS, CEP & MS test.... wonder if i'll make it.. as i know that i did badly for my IPC test.. sob sob!!! LOL

hmm.... never the less I'll strive hard for my modules trying hard to score at least an A... means(B) LOL

hmm...... went back home around 7.30 today, quite late, but around 5.30 alif went home so i got no choice have to work with wei ming.... so around 6, there he goes too!! cos he got CCA LOL!!!! so i went to disturb him... tell you guys something, even the coach call him THE BOY!!!! LOL

so after watching some embarrassment action, went back home le..... LOL

hmm.... finally at home at dinner WITH VEGEtables..... It's always been meat cos granny dun like vegetables... haha

so here i am blogging again, but soon will hit my tutorial questions REAL soon When my stupid bro stop playing his DOTA!!!! cos he dun wanna wear ear piece & play... so sian!!!

so as always ChaO ouTsiDEE..... =D

2009-11-25T00:09:00.003+08:00

yo!!! erm... last night before bedtime, zhuzhu ask me out for supper, and did prepare myself ready!! LOL. after having supper, help her print out some notes, but hai~ the printer ran out of black ink, need to buy them soon!!! ><''

haha!!! last night have a nightmare sia!!! i dream tht i woke up late and rush myself to pack my stuff to prepare asap to go school!! but when i pick up my bag i heard a very loud tear sound... and saw my BAG got a big hole... ><'' this bag is she gave me during my birthday, so i kinda treasure it alot!!! love to bring it wherever i go.. haha...

early in the morning couldn't wake up at all.... :S
so went i did went for my afternoon lesson, oh ya!! before that rush to give her the document as i'm running late... haha

during lunchtime had lunch with sherman & wei ming the boy!!! LOL

talked abt stuff will make us vomit, ate CURRY katsudon, which i don't recommend to eat again...

after the meal, went for my lesson till 6pm le... very lethargic, but i still prefer during my days in ITE whereby the lecturer (Mr Li) will say us : guys must be constipated already rite!! because you bird brains always think of pretty girls ma!! than can't get cannot do work all want to (jump down) in Cantonese, than i sugguest you guys if you can't do work, want to jump right! dun wear ITE uniform and jump, is a disguise, i can help you guys do charity, do some kind karma, but first u must REMOVE YOUR clothes and fold them nicely and i'll help you to donate them....

than everyone will go LOL,HAHA,laugh like siao like this.....

on the way back home brought 2waffles, one chocolate & peanut butter...
hai... reach back home, my bro & his friend using the room to study, so i went to the master bed room & study...

done my lab 4 report... now gonna choing JAP!!! but here i am releasing some stress..

ok lah!! blog again real soon!!
cHow OUtsIDe......

2009-11-23T22:00:00.003+08:00

yo!!! haha!!! erm... lets see!!! so much to say! so much history to dig up, but i'll think i'll just say!! from yesterday night ba!!!

went home, at 10pm+, than i got abit emotional, but haha.... :')
thn stomach dun feel too comfy... >< may be due to the oreo cheesecake (blue cheese) -.-

haha, studied 2 to 4questions on IPC, but things just can't get through my head!! :/ so i think no point already so just went to bed...

this morning couldn't wake up dunno why, the alarm just didn't ring at all or did it?

wake up around 11.58am, call my classmate... haha!! told them i'm sick loh!! thn they all ask me to come down for the IPC paper, cos or els the next test will be super duper difficult >.<'' and i sms reply her sms about what happen too...

so i went to finish up my work, prepare myself, and head my way to school. was consider late for de paper, and HELL!! the paper is so difficult ok!!! some of them i know the answers but may be due to stress, i dunno how to answer..... sian!!

after the test hang around a bit then head off to the poly clinic at AMK... the wait was super long.. 3.35 to 5.05pm

than went to arcade to let off some steam... bad idea heh!!!
done playing jiu went back home, i did look at her rooms window, guess she's sleeping, but here i am blogging but she's not online, wonder where she went, or is she really at home sleeping? :')

haha, never the less "CHOW OUtsiDe". ;D

2009-11-23T01:06:00.002+08:00

this songs de lyrics is interesting......
it's from " puff daddy. faith evens "
enjoy.... :')

Intro: puff daddy

Every day I wake up
I hope I'm dreaming
I can't believe this shit
Cant believe you ain't here
Sometimes it's just hard for a nigga to wake up
Its hard to just keep going
Its like I feel empty inside without you being here
I would do anything man, to bring you back
Id give all this shit, shit the whole knot
I saw your son today
He look just like you
You was the greatest
You'll always be the greatest
I miss you big
Cant wait till that day, when I see your face again
I can't wait till that day, when I see your face again...

Yeah... this right here (tell me why)
Goes out, to everyone, that has lost someone
That they truly loved (cmon, check it out)

Verse one: puff daddy

Seems like yesterday we used to rock the show
I laced the track, you locked the flow
So far from hanging on the block for dough
Notorious, they got to know that
Life ain't always what it seem to be (uh-uh)
Words can't express what you mean to me
Even though you're gone, we still a team
Through your family, I'll fulfill your dream (that's right)
In the future, can't wait to see
If you open up the gates for me
Reminisce some time, the night they took my friend (uh-huh)
Try to black it out, but it plays again
When it's real, feelings hard to conceal
Cant imagine all the pain I feel
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living your life, after death

Chorus: faith evans

Every step I take, every move I make
Every single day, every time I pray
Ill be missing you
Thinking of the day, when you went away
What a life to take, what a bond to break
Ill be missing you

[puff] I miss you big

Verse two: puff daddy

Its kinda hard with you not around (yeah)
Know you in heaven smiling down (eheh)
Watching us while we pray for you
Every day we pray for you
Till the day we meet again
In my heart is where I'll keep you friend
Memories give me the strength I need (uh-huh) to proceed
Strength I need to believe
My thoughts big I just can't define (cant define)
Wish I could turn back the hands of time
Us in the 6, shop for new clothes and kicks
You and me taking flicks
Making hits, stages they receive you on
I still can't believe you're gone (cant believe you're gone)
Give anything to hear half your breath (half your breath)
I know you still living you're life, after death

Chorus

[faith evans] somebody tell me why

Interlude: faith evans

On that morning
When this life is over
I know
Ill see your face

Outro: 112

Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
Every night I pray, every step I take
[puff] every day that passes
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] is a day that I get closer
[puff] to seeing you again
Every night I pray, every step I take
[puff] we miss you big... and we wont stop
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] cause we can't stop... that's right
Every night I pray, every step I take
Every move I make, every single day
[puff] we miss you big

2009-11-20T00:04:00.002+08:00

It's de 20th day of the month again!!!

this day is normally is the day where i got all hyper & stuff, but this month...... it's really mentally & physically. :'S

haha!! kind of feel like I'm a kid that my love one say to me, " Be good!! and stay where u are!! i'll be right back!! I promise" :')

haha!! kind of like a son crying out loud for his mother in the wilderness... sad story!!!

it's been 18 days since i last hold yr hands....

I'm still waiting at the very same spot!! waiting for u to hold my hands again!!

520 I LOVE U 520

2009-11-10T00:48:00.012+08:00

the way u smile, u move, u talk, every actions u've done!! u're always de one in my heart who can make me melt & give up everything just for u!

I LOVE U
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2009-11-06T12:52:00.004+08:00

last night!! trying hard to sleep!! but i did sleep!! went to bed at 12.30am!! but de funny thing is tht!! i went to bed & cover myself in blanket!! and switch off my lights!! buts at around 3am i woke up with a shock by a very loud thunder!! and found myself using my lappy with the lights on!! upon looking at the screen of my lappy thn i finally know why!!!

it's been hard on the 3 of us!!! one trying to find, one trying to surpress & waits in patience, one trying to find, surpress & tears.

2009-10-07T18:58:00.002+08:00

today i got a dream from zhuhzu mama!!! warning us!!! not to trust anyone beside us!!! and away from trouble!!! and haha!!!! it's been long since i last blog le!!!! feel so bored and in zhuzhu is quite busy, with her studies!! so de whole day chat with zhuzhu mama!!! she's very cute de wo!!! haha!!! tht's why got such a cute zhuzhu!!! zhuzhu mama!!! says will protect us and must be aware of zhuzhu leh!! say tht she work hard for us!!! day & night!!! bless us not to get any trouble, bless me & dear dear always together with zhuzhu!!! not to let her sad & stuff!! haha!!! zhuzhu mama!! made BBQ for me!! haha!! so sweet of her!!! zhuzhu did get her share though!! LOL!!! xiang xiang also busy!! cos he too!! doing her studies!! but always disturb zhuzhu!!! LOL

haha!!! zhuzhu mama!!! says how come zhuzhu got lots of us human do de lappy!! i ask her!! facebook & stuff like this!!! she YAY!! LOL and says if those food can be real how good will it be!! and dun need to cook for zhuzhu le!!! zhuzhu mama!!! have this action she like to do!! her hairs like her hair!! LOL!!! dame cute!!! using her hand to flick her ears!! LOL

and zhuzhu mama did ask me where we went? things like tht, told her abt it!!!
she says WA!!! when wanna bring zhuzhu mama out? say for quite sometime le. i told her tht zhuzhu mama!!! dun worry k!! we going to de zoo!!! will bring u along de nah!!! is see yr jiejie wanna bring or not!!! she laugh LOL!!! say !! u remember to tell her arh!!! i say!! dun worry zhuzhu mama!! i always tell her what happen and stuff happened here!!! thn i ask mama!! zhuzhu quite some time nv fu dao me liao!!! cos she busy and stuff like tht!!! sometime my memory also not tht good le!!! am i something wrong? zhuzhu mama say!! HAHA!!! cos u're human ma!!! always come here!! and u're not retard and grow white hair is already amazing!!! thn she says u think u got problem!!! tell you something johnson gege!! yr sweetheart mind going somewhere where zhuzhu was sad before u even came!!! i ask her!! heh? :/ thn she says jiejie mind like what zhuzhu says de english word? i replied " twit" thn she say yayaya!! thts rite!!! i ask what dear dear dream abt!!! zhuzhu mama says stupid & useless things!!! tht zhuzhu will be mad and kill/hate jiejie!!! i -.-'' heh!!! why dear dear like this!!! zhuzhu mama says cos jiejie still small & naive!! think tht anything will go her way and stuff like this!!! thn mama went on quite sad!! i tap her!! thn she says it's her last time nv guide zhuzhu well!! nv teach zhuzhu must let jiejie!! to fall down more often!!! stuff like this!! thn i told her zhuzhu mama it's still not too late!! as long as jiejie is still alive!! believe tht we can change her rite!!! =3 she says yap!! hehe!! so cute loh!!! thn zhuzhu mama says tht my problem is just slower thn others a litter bit only!! no problem!!! LOL!!! wa zhuzhu mama to say this kind of thing!!! shew say haha!!! zhuzhu mama says as long as she still with zhuzhu!! will bless me some of her wisdom!!! i say WA!!!! lol!!! also a thank your from her for taking care of zhuzhu & dear dear!! and other piglets as well!!

zhuzhu mama complain saying when is jiejie gonna learn how to sow tht she promise inside de room and all de piglets heard her saying tht will sow strawberry zhuzhu the leg!! thn wash her up!! LOL!!! i say i dunno!! haha!!! "dear if u reading this u should noe what to do arh"

and i did ask zhuzhu mama why wanna give me some of her wisdom!! she says!! cos i'll surly need it it de future!! cos jiejie de parents dunno how to teach jiejie!!! so de only one to teach her is us!! but we can't talk!! >.< so tht's why we got u!! hehe!!! i says haha!! yap mama!! and johnson gege will nv leave jiejie!!! only jiejie like to leave u!!! mama went to give me a angry face :@ scary!! i says mama arh!!! she says tell jiejie dun forget what she promise me BEFORE DE!!! i say okok!!! LOL!!!! after talking so much!! xiang xiang suddenly from behide gave me a tap!! scared me sia!!! thn mama went on asking xiang xiang!! how's revision!! xiang xiang faster tap de floor & disappear!! LOL!!! thn i look back to mama!! she said to me and tap my shoulder!! drink this orange juice!!! and wake up u'll noe what to do!!!... after i drank it!! i woke up! and a phone call appear!! i look at it!! and i noe what to do le!! LOL!!!!

2009-09-09T23:28:00.000+08:00

HAPPY 7TH BIRTHDAY ZHUZHU!!!

haha... zhuzhu now with me at home, to see and hug her star to rest!!!! =D
jus came back home from eating new yoke new yoke with her!!!!!!

wish and hope for the best of tomorrow~~~

love u guys~~~

2009-09-07T01:55:00.001+08:00

CHALET

2009-08-20T13:01:00.000+08:00

GUYS LISTEN UP!!!! ON THE 8 SEPT 09 RIGHT BEFORE 09.09.09 WE'LL BE HOSTING A CHALET AT DOWNTOWN EAST!!! ITS ZHUZHU'S BIRTHDAY PEOPLE WHO WANNA COME MUST COME UP WITH A PRESENT (SOMETHING SMALL FOR HER)!!! AND THERE WILL BE BBQ'S, MAJONG, POKER, IF LOTS OF PEOPLE ARE THERE WE CAN HAVE RED INDIANS, HAHA!!! BUT THN WE'LL SEE HOWS DE FUNNY ONE!!! FUN DAY TO BE!!!! ANY INFO PLZ CONTACT ME OR MY BELOVED YIHUAN...... ON THE INFO ABOUT IT!!!!

2009-08-20T12:00:00.001+08:00

haha!!!!! its been very very long long time since i last blogged!!! due to lots of factors!! (excuse)

today its the first month of our relationship after our 1 year anniversary together!! haha

but its also the first day of hungry ghost for the month...... can say quite sian here!!!

today's plan was to actually wake up at 9am and went down to darling's house by 10.15am (fierce) haha

thn study maths together till 2pm thn we head down to school.... lol!!! not to forget to remind darling abt buying stationary and other stuff, like laminating model cert and other stuff....

BUT all thanks to my stupid phone of mine.... -.-
tht can't be rang when the phone is still on conversation.....

haha!! look at the time (blog)!!! can say if its wasn't my mother tht woke me up asking me abt the email.... i'll be sleeping till god knows where am i!! right? haha!!! sry sry!!! cannot say god knows!!! zhuzhu knows where am i ba!!!! =D

dunno what to do now!!!! :/

oh ya!!! when i was sleeping i got a nightmare.... -.-
dream abt a ghost attacking yihuan(dear dear) zhuzhu and i were there and the ghost just keep on biting her, i could not stand it jiu gave the ghost one tight slap... the ghost glare at me, but as soon as dear dear starts to cry, it attack back on her again.... thn i use a baby milk bottle on my hand thn wack her.....

the ghost stop attack and look at me.... tot she gonna attack me.... but it just wants the milk bottle... so i gave it to her (ghost).... was actually for someone other piglets de!!! but at least it saved us all!!! haha.......

but now hope darling can put herself in my shoes ba!!!

oh ya!!! since its the 20th Aug hope can be able to watch today's movie screening "THE PROPOSAL"
think and heard dear dear talking abt it last night!!! looks like a good movie!!! and good food for zhuzhu!!!
see how things works ba!!!!

since dear dear in a bad mood now!! all thanks to de phone!!! -.-
so gonna wait for her call.....

2009-07-19T17:20:00.002+08:00

so much have been happened but got no time t blog because of school work!! haha!! but if u wanna know more... my darling blog have de infors!! haha!!! anw this coming Monday will be our official 1 year anniversary with yihuan dear dear!! <3

but she'll be busy this Monday due t 2 testes coming up on her!! hai......

so i'm hoping t find time for us!!

Hope i'll work out fine =3

2009-07-06T22:28:00.001+08:00

haha!!! its been long since my last blog!!!!

right now i'm feeling very xin fu!!!

i wish things will stay on this way forever!!

2009-06-15T05:41:00.000+08:00

:'/

2009-06-14T04:35:00.001+08:00

I miss u dear.....

dunno why i just miss darling so much....

hai.... i've been alone all by myself in my room de entire day... boring huh!! been stoning and looking at my lappy with pictures of us.... looking at our pic album t be exact and i jus miss how darling was...

can jus remember the night we both hug each other and cried in orchard,

and how we quarrel the on our first month and in de end she surprised me by making for me mash-mallow with the I LOVE U on it. and bring it to my house during the night!! haha she even spoiled her stove at home after done doing it... >.<

and how she's sick and she's hungry and i'm insisted tht she dun eat instant noodle and i cooked macaroni for her late night,
and how i take care of her after the accident and she's greatful tht i'm around to accompany her till she's in tears whenever her parents wants me t leave the house..

and how we ever hug each other and talk abt our future.... and how did i dream abt our wedding day will be like....

and how she ask me whether do i gotten any chismaz sms or new year sms's.

and how she stand's up for me when we're having our dinner at causeway point.

and how i ever hug her for the first time and she wanna break herself free from me and i say to her tht i'm not letting u go forever..
and she says if she manage t break free from me hugging her.. she'll break up with me... haha!!! we struggled from 2hrs plus... nearly 3hrs...

and how i ever support her during her pressurized moments at O level period..
by bringing her to entertainments and reward her whether she fail or pass her tests or even work hard t take effort by going back t school on weekends to have revision classes.

and how she says t me tht she'll get me a present for my birthday

and how i ever feed her potato chips in jason's car when she says t me "you are the best"

and during the night at her room tht i told her wat i've done t love her so deeply and how important she is to me and she reply's to me tht "no i dun love u... but i super love u" and we hugged each other tightly in the end...

all i ever wants and wish is how darling can be like this again forever...

cos I LOVE U deeply...

i miss u so deep till i can't slept till now!! its like 5.30am already!!

2009-06-13T15:28:00.000+08:00

now i get it why zhuzhu is SOOOO mad ytd night le.... -.-

2009-06-13T15:04:00.000+08:00

haha!! here i am just woke up from my slumber.... but i dunno why jus can't continue my sleep.... since 2pm!! lol! and yes again!! i dream of zhuzhu again!!

she seems very unhappy and angry... kick me off the bed at 1pm plus haha!!! think is because she thinks tht later she will be boring at darlings BBQ ba!! but i'm not invited so what give... haha!! no lah!! cos i'm not from their class and the rule is no outsiders allowed -.-

hai.... wonder what should i do for the entire day today, rotting at home while darling enjoying herself ba =/
but darling promise me tht she'll not "JI MO" zhuzhu de... will let her eat and stuff!! hope zhuzhu will try t enjoy herself ba... but i think with zhuzhu charactor and how she respond... its not wanna work!! >.<

haha! thts all for now ba!!

was kind of sad after yr last reply last night....

2009-06-13T02:39:00.000+08:00

i'm now back home.... hai..... today's sucks!! really

got back my Quality Control first test result and i got a 'F' wth sial!!! and i got 13/20 for my A maths.... but overall of both test i still within grade A... super sian sial!!

i haven fail anything in my life since sec 2 till now!! kind of feel like shit!! super sian... and whats wrong with me man.... dunno why jus feel tht i dun have tht confidants level tht i ever use t be.... nvm screw it man!! :/

and arh ya!!! today it will b the start of my 2weeks holiday, intent t enjoy myself for the first few days... give myself 3days? 4days max of enjoyment ba!! XD haha
but think later today (means this Saturday)after i wake up from my slumber i'll be bored and lonely till sunday night.... cos darlings going for her class BBQ activity! and gonna ton ba!! :/ so sunday morning she'll be tired and got no time t entertain me i guess... and ya!! zhuzhu is going with dear dear as well... but zhuzhu promise me she'll watch after, look after deardear for me!! lol!! :/

hai!! nvm!! :( think tmr afternoon will get some golf around my house area ba!! just me and de ball again!! :/
havent grab them for quite sometime... kind of forgot the feeling of how the swing and de compression of the balls feels like... haha!! may be thts one way t get back my confidants level.... cos confident is the only thing t counter pressure or call it (stress).... haha!!

think thts all for today ba!!!

2009-06-06T22:47:00.002+08:00

didn't went for ballroom again cos was tired and dear over slept too!! lol! but felt energize after our 18hrs of sleep lol! power lah!! went t have dinner at sunplaza having korean food for today... thn thing went abit -.- thn i went home felt sad... hai.... so here i am blogging loh!! and i think i gonna type it in bullet points ba (it depends)!!

haha... on the 20thApril did went t have our 10monthsary celebration... haha~~ love u dear!! it was memorable..

thn was schooling and revision on the 21th and on friday 22th sacrifice my morning sleep t accompany laopo t school at 9am, while i have school at 2pm... so sweet rite!! haha... after school went t practice dances steps together with my yihuan darling!! ^^
after tht at 7pm we went home to prepare and pack our stuffs to prepare t go for my family chalet... haha!! but when we reach there there is only youngsters... but all younger thn us so we were quite sian... so we play L4D at first.. thn we decided t play BOARD GAMES and darlings was the spinner... telling us wat t do... but was bored for sometimes so we stop it and went t bed not long after...

on the 23th all i can say is tht there is quite a super loving day for us though there was quite some unhappiness but total if u ask me i love tht day the most!! <3<3
firstly the moment we woke up nothing t do... thn the adults come and the rest of the guys went wild wild wet t play... for me & darling didn't go with them cos darlings not convenient t go for swimming.. so i'm her best hubby so i accompany her at the chalet.. while there were gone darling and i were so bored we went t practice our salsa dance step on shine.. haha!! where by i got lots i couldn't link them up... and while we were practicing thn i got t noe tht my aunt noes how t salsa couple steps... lol!! not long we got bored so we went out of the chalet decided t take a walk together with yihuan darling & zhuzhu around the area... haha!! thn we saw a sugar floss maker... haha!! it looks cool thn we ordered one of it but after it was done before we could even took a picture of it, it started t melts... so sian loh... thn darling went scolding and yelling at me "blah blah blah" thn i went t ask the stall seller told him tht it melts and the taste of it got burns... thn he told me tht he'll get it change for me.. so i made my way t the toilet while darling followed me too.. cos her wallet was stained with de melted floss :x while i was washing my hands and wash darlings wallet, darling was there scolding thn suddenly got one guy talk t me saying erm... sry oh!! think will change my sugar floss t pop cones for me!! sry oh!! and tht guy was the stall seller... i was quite shock also when he told me tht!! lol! thn i say its ok!!

after gotten our freshly popped pop cone we were walking back t the chalet and oh ya we had chando t cool ourselves down.. o.o thn while walking back not long again we saw ice cream free tasting thn we went taste the ice creams and of course we brought 2 flavors in the end... one of them is sea salt if i'm not wrong the other i forgot :x lol! all i remember is tht it taste sour de!! haha

thn some of the guys not back so i went t study my maths... and darling there slacking... zhuzhu went eating her ice creams lol!

thn later on darling says she bored so as we wanna go mac t slack t use the internet cos darling can't live without internet... lol!! erm not long my bro and cousin asking me for help ask them t ride a bike back t chalet so i did tht... after tht went back t accompany darling but thn she's too bored till wanna fall asleep... thn dieing keep on saying wanna go home and stuff like tht!! zhuzhu was sad at tht time.. but in the end darling went on together with us again... thn when the BBQ started darling was energize again... haha!! yay!! thn i went t BBQ for darling.. did remove prawn shells for her even though its hot... but i tough it out though!! ^^
thn later dear dear went on very well with me..... she says she wanna so some BBQ for me... and ask me what i wants!! dear dear laopo!!

thanks for everything.... u're the best person to me... i love u ^^ tooks pictures with everyone.. haha!! (will post may be next time ba) hai... having such a wonderful darling i dunnno wat els t do! t cherish her, love her, take care of her, do her laundary, try my very best t stay all night with her if she can't sleep, wack anyone who treats my darling like trash and so on.... i dunno wat els t do already cos i've done my best and everything t her already...

all i can say is i've done my part and i've done my every best to love her... jus wish darling t love me back the same way.... thts all i wants ^^

lol!! OH NO!! off topic again!! getting abit emotional jus now!! may be zhuzhu did something funny again!! haha!!

thn later at night after we BBQ went t cycle around the park? beach? while there is 3bicycles and 5 persons! 6 including zhuzhu!! XD so i tom pang my darling and zhuzhu and my bro tom pang my one of my cousin which is a guy.. lol! found the basketball count when playing with them.. thn saw them saying wa the height of the basketball court was short and they say i can do slam dunk here... i went try my luck cos i nv done dunking before... but thn YES!! i did it for the first time in my life.... haha!! thn i was think am i dreaming or not... thn darling went gave me a slap.... thn i thn noe i'm not dreaming... zhuzhu was laughting too!! lol! thn went t dunk for the 2nd time but i missed, slip and follows by fall down the floor hard with my butt!! >.< thn everyone was laughing LOL all the way!! >.< Owwq it hurts... haha
thn later on after finish playing, my bro and both cousins went t brough drinks and leave with the both of us... thn darlink went practicing her shooting skills while i pass back ball t her whenever she finish shooting.. :3 thn after she finish shooting me too practice and did a half court... lol! luck one arh!! thn dear dear says hao lian >.< lol! not long after they guys went back and we went back t the chalet was thinking wanna stay on or go back home cos my mother wants t go home and got taxi ma!! lol! so in the end we went back home loh...

slept for quite long and thn we woke up on the 24th April night OMGosh!! night sia!! haha went t have dinner and off to revision till late nights... and off t bed again t sleep prepare for the next day of school... HATE the start of weekdays cos need t wake up early... but got used t it...

went schooling thn when evening arrive i decided not t go for ballroom cos darling was not feeling well on tht day she didn;t go to school too!! so evening went home chat with dear dear thinking wat should we go have for dinner!! in the end we have the same thoughts haha!! its been awhile we haven been like this... YAY!! and the thing is we decided t have our dinner at sake sushi!! hehe ^^ thn after tht rest awhile 11+pm went out t study again lol! cos tht week i got 5testes, done with 2tests on monday as well...

on wednesday afternoon during lesson there was abit of misunderstanding but in the end all things went well... apologize t each other!! :3 dear dear i love u ok!! u meant t me de most precious one in the world!! haha!! thn later we repeat the same process of go study go home rest wake up in the night study at mac go home sleep again till saturday night... saturday didn't go for ballroom again cos tired... didn;t sleep well on friday night... :/

so we slept for 15hrs to 17hrs if i'm not wrong t catch up the sleeping hours we miss during weekdays.. lazy pigs... haha( thts why we're called the piglet family )
forgot wat i've done on sunday :x but did remember sunday night went for revision again.. haha

where weekdays arrive again but we were energize dunno why. went for ballroom too!! lol! ballroom was tough cos i've kick someone toe nails with my shoes the feeling like sawing thn i was feeling very paisay and feels like wanna hide somewhere but its lucky tht person was not darling laopo!! or els i sure DIE one!!

studie and so on went for this week and ya!! sort of similar to last week stdie and sleep and accompany darling t school haha!! anw anw here got one announcement t make congrats t u my dear!! u've done it... top in class somemore!! haha!! while i got back 2 of my test results was sad cos my Organic cham got 57... so sian loh!! hai..... but de other got 19/20 so kind of balence my mood loh... but this credits goes t yihuan laopo lah!! and the people in my class... THANKS everyone XD

after the weekdays here comes today!! which is now!! but now is sunday so todays haven cover yet!! so stay tune guys!!

dear dear i'm waiting for u!! msn me ok!! love u!!

2009-05-19T22:04:00.002+08:00

In 2 hours time will hit 12midnight soon! i wonder darling can wake up by thn....

i miss & love u so much dear!!

2009-05-14T23:53:00.006+08:00

♥♥zhuzhu bathing photo's♥♥

zhuzhu before bathing!! ♥ look happy to me!! ♥

lol!♥ zhuzhu gonna bath with Dove see i'm so good t her!! ♥

zhuzhu gonna be wash in this "tub" XD

place hao de zhuzhu!! see if it fits her size!! XD

♥ pour soup on her ♥

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zhuzhu came out t take a picture how she looks like ditch with dovy soup!! XD

zhuzhu enjoying her bath, in her bath tube!!

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lol! ♥XD♥

♥ zhuzhu times up!! haha!! ♥

after bring carried out of the tub!!♥

♥♥ dry her in my cozy towel!! ♥♥

at the living room waiting for darling to wake up!!

haha!! in the end we decided to pm her in msn cos we starting to miss her!! and later on we've met and headed down the mac to have dinner together!!

2009-05-13T00:33:00.005+08:00

LOL! LADY'S & GENTLEMEN!! LISTEN UP i got a laptop's keyboard-protector made from Japan.... anyone plz HELP me!! by buying it from me!! GUARANTEE U GUYS THAT ITS FIRST HAND!! NEVER BEEN UNRAP BEFORE!! I'M NOT CONNING U GUYS!! so anyone interested plz leave a tag and tell me yr name & hp number!! :D

haha... ok! back t blogging!! today didn't go school together & home together with darling... cos i start school from 8am in the morning so no choice need t go school early by myself... today its a stress day for me cos there is class test on quality control & quizzes on biochem's... -.-

haha!! so happy tht darling called me during my breaktime at 9plus!! <3
haha... lol! we had de same food during lunch!! both of us ate chicken rice!! =3 lol!

before my school ends darling telling me tht she's hungry... lol! so am i!! can't wait t meet up with her & have dinner with her together and with zhuzhu!! but zhuzhu today quite naughty lol!

but when i fnish school darling was already sound asleep... so i waited till 10pm and we meet up and have our dinner together... or is it supper!! lol! nvm.... thn we went back to our homes already.... but me and zhuzhu can't bear the separation... now i'm starting to miss the both of my love ones & so is she!! :/ now both of us are bored...

darling i miss u alot!! and i love u!! muacks!! <3

2009-05-11T01:53:00.007+08:00

haha.... yesterday night out with darlings was super duper fun... we enjoyed it!! haha went to have a chat haha.. one of the funny part is that i told darling t stay put!! dun go els where.. cos i went to check things out if her parents are asleep... after checking i decided to give her a scare!! so i walk 1big round and i found out that she's not where she's sitting... so before i even starts to think where she is... i saw zhuzhu's ear... i LOL in my heart!! cos thinking she wanna scare me too... so i decided to scare her instant but she came out jus in time before i even scare her cos she says tht saw a shadow so not playing already!! lol! thn i told her wat i was about to do but no outcome!! lol! she says wanna see my reaction when she goes missing!! lol! of course panic arh!! after tht went darlings house went to have our ♥OWN SPACE♥ after chatting we felt hungry and it was 4am XD thn we went to have breakfast at mac... the stupid thing is tht we saw someone unexpected... -.- kind of hate him... ArH!! forget about it not talking abt this part!! lol~!

when having our breakfast darling ask me wat time am i gonna study later.. i told her 11am!! thn she replys "hmm... if u study later in the afternoon, i can consider joining u guys cos i got computing maths to do" i replied saying ok loh... i go sms my friend now... she laugh and say knew u'll do tht!! i say haha!! cos i want darling to accompany me ma!! loL! thn we carry on with our shared breakfast... lovely rite!! together with zhuzhu!! our xin kan baobei!♥ oh ya we receive a new cup of hot tea from mac for being patience loh!! =3

after breakfast send darling back home and send myself home too
went home called dear dear but she say gonna call me back cos she's playing games... but in the end she forgot!! lol XD XD XD

haha woke up at 2plus cos from a sms from my partner.. sms darling but she's still sound asleep so i went on t meet up with him at the library...

not long later darling arrive too!! thn went to have dinner at causeway had beefball noodles and a big plant of carrot cakes haha!!

oh ya!! forgot to mention we went t service our couple watch wanna change the batteries, so after dinner we went to collected it but it turns out darlings watch the light got problem... it need to go to the agent where get it fix! but it take around 2 to 3 weeks -.- i was like omg too!! so i decided to lean her mine!! but in the end she dun want it cos too heavy, not nice, not her hand size lol! so me i decided myself tht i'll not wear it too!! we'll wear it together! touching rite!! but think may be others will think stupid!! lol! after getting our stuff went to the library to charge our lappy for 15mins XD (dun say any comment abt this)

thn we train back to a mac tht is near our house!!study our maths... she study her maths & i studied mine but most of the time i asking her questions cos i noe nothing about maths not to mention i'm having to study A maths now!! i noe wat u guys are thinking!! wish me good luck!! but all thanks to dear dear i was able to grab the so called "balls" XD XD zhuzhu was sleeping during the time of our studies... she even told us not to chat with her ask us to concentrate our studies... so cute of her loh!!

haha... here are pictures of her!! after our studies

went back home sweet home after we studied...

2009-05-09T20:05:00.010+08:00

let the pictures do the talking ba!!dunno what to say!! but all i wants is dear dear by my side at this very moment!! i wants u dear!! i love u & miss u dear!!

went to the poly clinic...

dear I LOVE U ok!!!

zhuzhu sad due to something.. :S

zhuzhu & i at home chatting with darling!!

fell down!! >.<

erm.. brought milk tea for darling.. thn went t mac to slack!! before i was able to start my lappy, there was a foreigner from china ask me to help him with his wireless... help him to resistor for an account but he dunno what is his IC number!! ask me to anyhow type one... i say no man... after tht went to 888 for supper.. cos we're simply too hungry.. >.<

looking at each other dearly

haha!! darling went centered eyes cos of looking at zhuzhu XD

dear yesterday night was fun!! i love u ok!! meet up with me later hao ma!! miss u babe..

2009-05-06T21:06:00.011+08:00

zhuzhu & i are today the start of the school we are both sad... cos of what darling did... :/ this are the pictures on how zhuzhu is during lesson...

reach class and this is how zhuzhu looks like when i open my bag.. sad

zhuzhu look very down cos dear dear didn't reply our sms's..

after tht i decided to treat zhuzhu a feast on lunch!! =3 haha... but the funny thing is tht i bring 2 spoons with me... lazy t go take the fork again!!

zhuzhu looks fine now!! and soon after darling sms to say sorry to zhuzhu!! and did say that she miss us both!! <3....

after lesson ends we went to look for dear dear at the library help her do the settings of the microphone for her.. =3 after tht we went off le...

so happy tht darling got ourself a job loh!! we'll be working weekends together at yck driving center!

after tht we went to get a hair cut....

haha!!! after we finish cutting our hair darling decided to take photo's together!! haha!! love taking photo's with her!! it rare ok!! haha!!

haha after taking picture's with her, she saw her jiemei and they chat together with us to northpoint...

when t have dinner there!! darling says de raman there not nice!! >.< so i help her to finish up de food!! lol! forgot to mention! when we reach the foodcourt we got no idea on wat food should we eat!! and we got no place to sit cos the place is packed!! >.< haha... we ask an old lady for sits since she finish her food!! lol! the funny thing is she ask me to help her to get a drink cos she pay herself... saying tht she's having some leg problem's... so i help her loh... of course she did says thanks you for quite a few times...

we had dessert shared with each other after dinner... lol!! darling says why won't u eat first... since she's still eating the last few bits of her noodle ask me to start eating first...haha!! i told her!! dear u eat first loh!! or els i ate the food look not nice already u jiu dun wannna eat already... she nod her head and says ok loh... =3 haha.... thn i say to her haha!! noe u so long le how can i not understand rite!!

haha!! zhuzhu enjoying the deserts

thts all for today...

2009-05-05T21:46:00.002+08:00

dear dear just went offline and went to sleep le... :/

hai... just so wish that "ok" was from her heart....

wonder when will that day comes!! thats all for today.... think i gonna play audi or watch anime for awhile and off t bed too...

goodnite dear!!!

u're always the one tht i'll go love u with everything i ever got!! love u dear!!

2009-05-05T20:58:00.002+08:00

dear dear this is a promise from me to u!! I love u forever!! muacks & hugs!!

2009-05-04T21:19:00.008+08:00

dear dear i promise u tht i'll get u this pretty shades ok!! muacks

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lol! ours dark rings are deep.. and i look old!! :s

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erm... today morning lesson was tough for me!! i was abt to knock out!! alot of time... cos of it i didn't get anything to my brain for bio today :/

soon after waited darling meeting her for lunch this morning!! while waiting somegirl from the school ask number from me.... haha but to tell u guys i told her dunwan!! she says why!! jus wanna make friend with me... i jus says dunwan... and didn't bother abt her le!! cos in my heart i love yihuan laopo more thn anything!!
ya!! dear i love u!! muacks!! haha!!

after school was fun with dear dear!! we went shopping at bugis saw one pretty shades... promise her tht i get it for her de!! haha!!

dear i can feel tht u've started to change! i can feel warmness from u to me... i love u dear no matter wat!!<3 haven heard darling says the 3loving words to me for quite awhile le...

2009-05-03T22:36:00.002+08:00

lots to say but i dunno what to say and i feel its just a story too long... :/

today can consider the happiers day tht i ever go out with dear dear to causeway point today... its been quite long ever since we play with each other with jiggle and laughter... dear dear keep it up alrite ok!! i love u so much dear!!

2009-04-30T16:07:00.002+08:00

ended school today at 3pm. maths lesson was quite tough for me today.. but not like last time so jialat!! lol! laugh at my english ba!! XD today having my breaks with the guys in my class at south canteen. i had chicken rice.. lol! after finish our meal we decided to go to library to do our homeworks tht needs to submit tmr.. haha after done tht still have some spare time i went to watch ip man VS 10 haha.. watch it with arif aka peter!! he say this show too violent.. i told him if possible i wanna learn it too! he say i'm sick!! lol! too much stress... i just LOL loh!!

break time abt to finish le.. so we pack up our lappy and on the way to our class destination on the way there as usual i sms darling saying tht i'm on my way for my last 3hr lesson.. and so on!! i reply her when reaching home sms me!! <3 thn i saw her right besides me.. haha!! fated to see her ba.. at the right time when i start missing her! love her simply can't measure by weights.. <3 told her tht after lesson thn we go to funan... but here i am but she's home resting!! hopes she dream of us.. <3

haha zhuzhu dun wan darling to eat porks XD.. zhuzhu i noe u love & care for us alot.. espeacialy jiejie rite!! <3

haha finally is resting day till this sunday le.. wonder how are we gonna make use of this time..

2009-04-28T19:04:00.004+08:00

just came back from school!! it was a hell day for me!! hai dunno if i'm able to keep up the pace of the lessons in school!! later still need to do projects and homework submitted by this friday..

dunno why wats wrong with me.. i feeling quite piss off right now.. it is due to lack of sleep or is it angry with myself tht i couldn't get the things i've listen in school to get into my brain!! i feel quite stupid and thinking tht i not like this de i'm always confident in the things i do! anw does my face look very sad? today my friend dzul send me a sms in class asking wats wrong with me.. why looked so sad... i was like huh? thn jus told him tht nothing's wrong jus abit stress lol! but whenever i see darling sms's or msn msg i feel quite relax for a while.. but its only temp only... >.< may be my lazy brain still on holiday mood!! rest too long le.. also dunno wats wrong with me today ask darling not to go school... i'm happy t hear from her not to pon school.. but even if i can keep up with this pace of study... somehow i feel uneasy.. am i going to be a nerd or someone with no patience.. i so wish things could school starts fast ends fast and holidays stay longer to keep my cool!!

2009-04-26T04:47:00.000+08:00

jus reach back home... from darlings house! done the laundry for her!! studied together, had dinner & supper together. but no kisses good bye!! :( hai... nvm :/

but i'm still the same... i still love her all the same!! =3 all i can say is! it takes time ba... honey i JOHNSON TAN love u WU YIHUAN!! <3 muacks!!

darling jus send me a song by 林依晨 - 面包的滋味 not long ago..!! she says "may be this song suits u" lol!

2009-04-23T18:09:00.003+08:00

just came back home from school and everything... quite tired!! feeling quite amount of stress this few days... but we're human!! so we'll get use to the stress level by thn.. :/ hai... everyday came back home look at my dad haven recover from his leg injury... feels quite sad... and quite worried!! cos if things remain like this afraid he'll get fired from his job... think later will meet up dear dear for dinner ba!! =3 i can't live without her... love & miss her so much!! and later on still need to do some revision for the things teachers ask the class to revise on!! hai... A maths!!

so wish how we can be at the stress level like during our holidays.... but too bad no time machine in this world....

2009-04-21T18:03:00.003+08:00

school have started... but yet I'm feeling enormous STRESS!! stress abt my future days in poly... my results... even stress at home!! really feel like running away sia... what should i do... I call it REALITY STRESS.. face it!! really really feel like running away with my 易寰老婆 & zhuzhu away to a world with just only the both of us...

i wish there is a world where no money is involve!! sharing will do..

honey u are the best!! i love u more than anything babe!!

2009-04-18T17:31:00.001+08:00

haha... been MIA for many days le... during the MIA period all i can say is i'm very happy... and i'm glad that dear dear change alot... zhuzhu!! is very happy too! even have tears of joy!! lol!

ytd went outing with dear dear and her friends to wild wild wet!! have lots of fun ytd... haha... most of the games i carried dear dear up the stairs cos it will be quite tiring for her... haha!!i dun mind doing this all day long... love her too much!! she's all i've got!! and most importantly zhuzhu went swimming with us too!! she had lots of fun with us too, lol! she kept on urinating on our heads XD!!ok thts all for today... next time let the pictures do the talking for me... lol!

2009-03-29T19:46:00.000+08:00

Lol!! Dear dear ask me to do this quiz!!
Write the names of 21 friends that you can think off the top of your head,
and then answer the questions . After doing, tag 21 friends to do the same .

1. Yihuan laopo
2. Jonathan
3. Hairull
4. Andy
5. Alvin Quak
6. Pok Chun
7, Chihxian
8. Gary bro
9. Sean sean
10. Jocelyn
11. Yilun
12. Ye Jia
13. Wei Sheng
14. Leonard
15. Roy
16. Mei li
17. Tavin
18. Dennis
19. Ying si
20. Aloysius
21. Zhi Yuan

How did you get to meet 7 ? \ Chih Xian
- Yihuan laopo’s best friend

What will you do if you and 15 never met ? \ Roy
- guess I won’t be wearing contacts le

What will you do if 20 and 1 date ? \ yihuan & Aloysius
- will not ba :S

Have you even see 17 cry ? \ Tavin
- nope!!

Would 4 and 16 make a good couple ? \ Andy & mei li
- will nv be ba!! Mei li gonna marry to Roy

Do you think 11 is attractive ? \ Yilun
- =.= no.. his a devil that do whatever it take to get his computer

What is 2's favourite colour ? \ Jonathan
- White? I think :X

When was the last time you talk to 9 ? \ Sean Sean
- during watching movie together!! Ip Man

What language does 8 speaks ? Gary Bro
- his language

Who is 13 going out with ? \ Wei Sheng
- like to call laopo out!! :@ he usually hang out with dennis and others

What grade is 12 in ? \ Ye Jia
- TP going 2nd year

Would you ever date 17 ? \ Tavin
- NO!! his consider my bro too!! :D

Where does 18 lives ? \ Dennis
-Sembawang

What is the best thing about 3 ? \ Hairull
-haha!! My best malay friend & best partner to play golf with!!

What would you like to tell 10 right now ? \ Jocelyn
- forget my useless brother =.=

What is the best thing about 20 ? \ Aloysius
- jokes around & always game for golf

Have you ever kiss 5 ? \ Alvin Quak
- NO!! never will!! His my bro & I’m not Gay!! Can’t imagine it!!

What is the best memory you have with 21 ? \ Zhi Yuan
- Porn Star! Porn doctor!!

When is the next time you gonna see 6 ? \ Pok Chun
- No idea le.. last time saw him was school days

How is 14 and 12 different ? \ Ye Jia & Leonard
- one study hard! One super lazy

Is 19 pretty ? \ Ying Si
- normal ba!! Yihuan laopo thn pretty & super cute :3

What was your first impression on 11 ? \ Yilun
- Cute? But now more thn a devil -.-

How did you meet 20 ? \ Aloysius
- during my training at OCC

Is 1 your best friend ? \ Yihuan Laopo
- No! XD she’s gonna be my wife!!

Do you hate 12 ? \ Ye Jia
- No… last time his my best partner in badminton!!

Have you see 18 since last month ? \ Dennis
- Nope!! =3

When was the last time you seen 16 ? \ Mei Li
- last year at admiralty the optical shop

Have you been to 5's house ? \ Alvin Quak
- ya!! Once!! Last year =3

What's the next time you gonna see 10 ? \ Jocelyn
- dun think will ever have le ba!! Cos she & my bro!! hai….

Are you close to 13 ? \ wei sheng
- can say so!! -.-

Have you been to a movie with 4 ? \Andy
-nope!! Watch MV in youtube only!!

Have you gotten into trouble with 8 ? \ Gary Bro
- dun remember much!! Cos his my brother

Would you give 19 a hug ? \ Ying Si
- nope… I’ll only hug my yihuan! And dun want get beat up by Dennis

When have you lied to 3 ? \ Hairull
- only when I dun wan play golf :/

Is 16 good at socializing ? \ Mei li
- think so ba!! She’s a good secret keeper!!

Do you know a secret about 9 ? \ sean sean
- lol! Not sure!! His my cousin

Describe the relationship between 12 and 18 . \ Ye Jia & Dennis
- no link!! They dunno each other!!

What's the best thing about your friendship with 9 ? \ Sean Sean
- his my cousin!! Play with him since young!! I’m older thn him!!

What's the worst thing about 6 ? \ Pok Chuan
- hmm… dunno leh!!

Have you ever had a crush on 12 ? \ Ye jia
- PLz his a guy!! diao

Does 14 have a bf/gf ? \ Leonard
- XD last time noe him… his been wishing for one!! But now not sure!! Hongster ba!!

Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face ? \ Yihuan Laopo
- nv!! only wish to kiss her whenever I see her!! Too cute le.. <3

Has 21 met your mom ? \ Zhi Yuan
- never!! Better not ba!! Scared :/

How did you get to meet 15 ? \ Roy
- from mei li!!

Did you ever physically hurt 3 ? \ hairull
- lol! Sort off!! By a golf ball while training

Do you live close to 7 ? \ chihxian
- nope!!

What's 8 favourite food ? \ Gary Bro
- hmm… I wonder!! Same as me I guess?

What kind of car does 1 has ? \ Yihuan Laopo
- haha!! She’ll be driving the car next time when I have it ba!! =3

Have you ever travel anywhere with 9 before ? \ sean sean
- yap… genting!! His my cousin ma!! Haha!!

If you give 14 $100, what would he/she spend on ? \ Leonard
- dunno? Spending for his needs ba!! Can’t imagine it!! =.=

2009-03-29T07:34:00.005+08:00

lots happen lets start with Friday! haha!! sort of celebrate birthday for wei sheng... went watching movie with him at causeway.... can say during the process i'm not quite happy... lol! went to watch for the 2nd time with dear dear & zhuzhu the horror movie "coming soon" and wei sheng was his first... cos he wanted dear dear to accompany him to watch but of course I'm around but all i can say is i "REN" Trying to keep cool!! lol!! honey have been nice to me we enjoyed the movie even though we watching it for the 2nd time XD... =3 love u dear!! u meant the world to me... but first of all i here by apologize to u zhuzhu!! johnson gege am sry ok!! haha!! cos i was vulgar during our waits at causeway for jason to arrive... just can't stand guys with their eyes eyeing on my dear dear's body... -.-

during our waits we saw a malay couple fighting & quarreling with each other... dunno what happen!! haha!! told dear about it... and we agree that it won't happen to us & I'll not treat dear dear this way, cause i love her so and as a gentlemen I'll always give in to her!! :3 haha!! took photo's with her too!! :D Its been long since i took pictures with dear dear & zhuzhu together!! <3 haha!! dear dear i love u... the whole process gave me an answer in my heart!! honey my heart only have a place for u... and I've given u my heart... all i want from u is to take care of it and love my heart too!! loving my heart means loving me as well!! dear dear! cos u're the only one in the world and there is only one you in this world too! that I'm willing to hand my heart to! all i wanna say I LOVE U & all i ever wanna do to is HUG U TIGHT IN MY ARMS FOREVER <3

haha!! zhuzhu and i look each other while my forhead shines!! lol! XD

the nail marks that dear dear grab me hand while watching horror movies!!

taking photo's of zhuzhu & laopo!! but dear dear look at me while zhuzhu focus on the camera!! XD love this picture! very cute!! XD

honey love u dear!! always do and I'll never fail u!! wish more loving photo's <3

wanna work but can't work -.-
hai.... guess this year birthday for me is a gonner!! :/

2009-03-27T00:19:00.004+08:00

just reach home!! erm... didn't go to work this morning cos I'm tired due to ytd late night horror movie... haha!! sian... ytd was de last night i'll ever get to laopo's house le... due to some privacy problem & other things as well... dun mention le!! very sian!! miss her room and everything! ALL THE ZHUZHU-MEN :3 went to work this afternoon for night de, but due to lightning and lack of golfers to play so no job for the day but receive $5 :/
erm! went back home and pick up my laopo go meet her friend bao long at yishun safra the lounge there to slack & drink a glass of V-vodka is one of the signature drink there!! haha!! but i did told her that only I'm around than she's allow to do so... cos i care for her and for her own safety & protection... :3 and not to forget zhuzhu with us there but can see she's bored.... :/ tried to cheer her up... but think she dun like it!! haha and and!! play ipod lol! drink le we jiu went back home le... and now here i am.. blogging...

2009-03-25T12:41:00.002+08:00

Hello!! Its been Long since my last post!! hmm.. lots have happen!! thinks I'll just list it out!! lol!

1. went to have a new hair cut with honey dear dear.. <3

2. went to have seoul Garden on our 8 month anniversary.. Yuppie!! love u forever dear.. more to come!! :3

3. done with poly enrollment together with honey. good news my appeal was a success!! but hate the walk to NYP & the weather...-.-

4. honey & i went spend the day together with honey's family at AMK hub!

5. went back ate durian pies!! =3
(2~5 is done on de 20 March09)

6. yesterday on the 24March09 is the first horror movie first movie where there is only the 2 of us sob sob.. haha!! erm quite nice the movie!! scared ne twice.. tell u guys something i'm not easily scared watching horror movies alrite!! haha!! the movie coming soon worth to watch!! last horror movie that surprise me was 4bia which was last year...

7. before went home brought 5 horror VCD movies.. (the rest not gonna say) :/ censert lol!

lots have happen but can't remember!! haha !! Its better dun remembers the bad stuff!! just remember all the good stuff will do!! :3 haha!! This I learn from golf too!! but kind of forgotten it!! :S

finally honey wakes up le... going to her place soon!! to get lunch and gonna watch horror movie together with her!! but during the day.. :/ lol! Guess may be not much scary surprise ba!!

I'm off flying to her le... BYE

2009-03-17T18:16:00.006+08:00

I'm back... lol! busy day!! erm... start from this morning ba!! woke up at 4am from darlings house.. haha!! love u dear!! thn when home prepare my stuff and off to my work place!! haha its been exactly 2 weeks didn't go to work le.. lol! but it's a wasted trip today got a number 33 -.- unlucky number cos its my dears accident date and month, 3 march >.<. since its a wasted trip i went back home haha!! laught all u want cos I miss my stop and over slept in the train till yishun.. haha!! but must thanks to dear dear.. if she didn't sms me!! dunno which stop than will i wake up.. >.< erm.. than reach home first to put down my bags and off to dear dear house but the stupid thing is, when I'm reaching i forgotten to bring the keys.. so i went back home.. lol! here's a lesson to be learn!!! ALWAYS PLAN BEFORE EXECUTING IT.. reach home my dad ask me to bring him to the poly clinic... and went i was going to dear dear's house.. no choice i jiu hurry my mum to wake up to send my dad to the clinic... while waiting for my mother to finish bathing i ask zhuzhu what she wants and stuff like that & on called taxi for my dad too!! didn't accompany my dad to clinic.. but did support my dad to the taxi!! anw my dad gonna buy clutches there so no worries... hope he will faster recover!! lol!! i'm off to laopo's house...

when i reach her house already found out she ate instant noodle already!! than i told her about zhuzhu wanna have her Da Chan on spaghetti! but i already know since yesterday dear dear got cravings on curry!! after much decussion we were actually saying to go for soul garden for zhuzhu!! but in de end dear dear fall into deep sleep.. left me & zhuzhu alone!! :/ while we're alone i ask zhuzhu we make a surprise for dear dear! by cooking curry chiken for her!! lol!! toss coin she say YES! we jiu kiss dear dear told her we're going to give her a surprise but thinks she can't dear us ba!! we jiu went to out to buy the ingredients le... reach my house jiu start cooking while on de phone with mum!! XD no choice cos i'm cooking it for the first time!!haha!! after 2hrs of cooking i'm done it... mum ask me to let it slow boil for 1hr!! erm.. while waiting went online to do my poly stuff!! called up NYP quite a few times.. cos lots of thing dun understand!! haha!! so that later when its dear dears turn to do her online things too, anything she dun understands i'll be able to help her!! :3

back to the food XD after 1hr i went to have a look at the look!! hmm... i looks good & smells good but when i tasted it!!...................................................................................................................................
!IT TASTE HORRIBLE!
lol!! than i toss the coin to ask zhuzhu when she wakes up should we surprise her with the curry chicken we've cooked!! lol! zhhuzhu answer. i think is no ba!! haha!! dear dear later when u wakes up we go eat outside k!! love you...

2009-03-16T07:31:00.002+08:00

ALL I NEED IS YOU DEAR!

I'VE GOT LOTS TO SAY BUT I JUST CAN'T TYPE IT OUT...

ALL I KNOW is three words

i love you

2009-03-14T02:21:00.004+08:00

haha!! back from my darling house yah!! :3 right now zhuzhu is with me...

hai... laopo playing her audition!! while me and zhuzhu were talking to each other.. :/ tossing coins loh!! zhuzhu has been all day which made me sad too!!

ytd morning went to get some ingredients for breakfast than jiu go to darlings house made noodles for us to eat... haha!! zhuzhu wants the prawn noodle so i have to eat it loh.. while honey having de abolone flavour!! :3

after tht things got abit emotional... not gonna talk abt it!! :/ all i can say is hai.. think my love for zhuzhu or her love for me think got gone deeper ba!! u guys must be thinking i'm crazy ba!! but its true when you really try to understand something you'll get some respones back! some way or another!! haha but of course our loves!(zhuzhu & I) for yihuan laopo!! is the same... zhuzhu address her as jiejie bao bei!!we superduper love U!!

this few days will be busy.. busy with poly stuff and some other things as well.. now all i wish is that laopo will understand how i love her!! and dun hurt zhuzhu's feelings. cos when zhuzhu is sad... she'll make me sad too!! :/ lol dear dear i know that sometimes i can't get you!! all i want u loving us!! not jus loving zhuzhu!! love me like how u love zhuzhu too!! zhuzhu will want that!! cos we love u too!! honey I know that i'm not good with words!! or surprizes... cos i dun hide thing from you!! but all what i really noe is i love u with my whole heart and soul!! no matter how tired i am.. the thing u want i always try my very best to get it for u!! thats same applys to zhuzhu too, i hope later when we meet!! dun make zhuzhu sad anymore ok!! i love u dear!! i really do!! X3

2009-03-11T02:01:00.002+08:00

yesterday morning went to make breakfast for laopo and get zhuzhu nyona desserts!! haha!! but haven ate it till now!! went to have a nap with laopo but i didn't sleep much though!! cos of her brother crying and disturbing her mother for using of computer... so let not disturb my laopo i go and deal with her brother. Talking about this.. zhuzhu is not very happy with it. :/ hai... k! laopo too tired to make the trip down to polyclinic to change her dressing... so i cancle it and change to today later 2.30pm :3 than i ask her to go back to sleep while i continue resting at the chair at her room watch her sleep... haha!! love u dear.. Forever will!! <3 rest not long about an hour later woke up, made a trip to Nanyang Poly to pass the formal letter for her.. its about her enrolment issue. At first they only gave her a addition grace period till this 15march09 but i asked and please them to gave her more.. haha!! my talk with them works!! they gave her another 5more days... that makes it 10days to deal with her ernrolment!! :3

hai... the thing now is that i or zhuzhu can't really stand my dear's small brother... think laopo mindset will be de same as us ba!! When will he be a grown up!! zhuzhu hate him (toss coin) he can make the whole family upside down... -.-

2009-03-10T05:24:00.005+08:00

Just came back home from my honey house!! haha... this time I'm with zhuzhu bao bei!! she wants to tag along with me so tht she's able to talk to her bao bei... which is my laopo!! XD haha...

erm... not much yesterday went t get breakfast early in the morning and not much sleep though. After that i went to pay the bills but due to the heavy rain. We have decided to change our appointment with polyclinic to later 2.30pm cos its after midnight.. haha!! Hope not gonna rain later like yesterday.. XD Oh ya... forgot to mention that later means today, this morning i'll be getting breakfast for my laopo than head off to NYP to hand in a formal letter for her, cos~ nvm... long story!! haha~

erm... all this rushing and stuff! man where i get that energy from? XD

2009-03-09T04:39:00.004+08:00

Hello everyone!! This is my first time blogging!! haha!! But first of all! honey! thanks alot!! love u so much!! laopo you're the best!! muacks!! <3 zhuzhu how can i forget about you rite!! thanks to u also!! :3 later Johnson gege buy breakfast k!! muacks!!

later on will be busy lol! woke up yesterday night at 8.45pm.. hv dinner jiu rush to buy dinner for my love one to eat!! and lol! dunno wat am i typing!! oh ya!! going t buy breakfast for my love ones later at around 7am+, haha!! need to takee good care of my honey!! cos she's too zen gui to me!! and ya!! haha~ after having breakfast with her jiu go pay some utillty bills!! think will finish up by noon? i guess.. XD erm.. after tht or while waiting for my turn to pay de bills, will call up NYP!! after done with it!! jiu bring dear dear go poly clinic to change her (̲̅:̲̅:̲̅[̲̅ ̲̅]̲̅:̲̅:̲̅ )
heart always feels paingfull seeing her like this. hai~ wish nothing els!! only wish she'll have a fast recovery!! Its been awhile since i last hug her!! hopfully later her wounds are all close up ya!! dear dear i'll always be there for u!! <3