I suck!! seriously!!! I SUCK!! I KNOW I'm a sucker!! a sucker & a failure!! that seems a waste of resources to mother earth!!

CURRENTLY I REALLY DO FEEL LIKE A FAILURE!!


A FAILURE AT HOME
, WHO CAN'T SPECK UP OR DARE NOT FIGHT BACK WITH THE 2 BARBARIAN AT HOME, ONE DE SMALLER IN THE FAMILY WHOM ALWAYS COME INTO MY ROOM LOUDLY AND SHOUT AT ME GET LOST & WITH ALL HIS VULGARITY!! THE OTHER ALWAYS VERY LOUD, THE "ELDERS & OLDERS" IN THE FAMILY, WHO WILL SAY STUDY NIA? AND QUESTION ME LIKE A PRISONER, I HAD ENOUGH ALREADY U KNOW!! WHEN I'M FINALLY ABLE TO STUDY ALL BY MYSELF IN A ROOM OF SOLITARY, BUT IT'S A FORCE TO STUDY MYSELF AT NIGHT DUE TO A STUPID BROTHER... AND IN THE MORNING, THE LOUD GUY COMES IN AND SWITCH OFF MY AIR-CON WHILE MY HE DIDN'T SWITCH OFF THEIRS!! SUPER UNFAIR LOH!!! GIVE ME A REST FROM MY STUDIES CAN MA? HAIYA!! I THINK THIS SEM SO CUI TILL I THINK I CAN SEE THE SAME MATHS NEXT SEMESTER BA!!
NO CHOICE MA!! I'M A PEACE-LOVER, SO I ALWAYS LET THE LOUDERS WHATEVER HE WANTS...

A FAILURE IN SCHOOL
, WHO DUNNO HOW TO TALK TO FRIENDS, OR OPEN UP MYSELF TO MY FRIENDS, EVEN WITH FRIENDS MUST USE BRAIN TO TALK, CAN'T JUST THINK WHAT WITH YOUR HEART AND SAY IT OUT!! LIFE IS TOUGH IN SCHOOL FOR ME THIS SEMESTER!! WILL I REALLY GET A TRUE HEART WARMING FRIEND IN MY CLASS? HAHA, WEI MING? CAN'T BE WHO ALWAYS PUT ME IN AIR-PLAIN, ALTHOUGH HIS SMART, BUT HE JUST ALWAYS PUT ME AIR-PLAIN, SAY MEET UP ALWAYS ENDS UP, HIS SLEEPING OR UNCONTACTABLE. THE REASON WHY I STOP HANGING OUT WITH THE GUYS IS THAT, THE GUYS ARE WAY TOO SLACKY & KIND OF SELFISH ALL KEEP EVERYTHING FOR THEMSELF, OWNSELF KNOW JIU HAO, LET THE REST WHO DUNNO DIE LOH!! EXCEPT CLARENCE WHOSE THERE FOR A HELPING HAND, THATS WHY I DIDN'T HANG OUT WITH THEM, HAHA!! SO I GOT NO CHOICE!! AND I KNOW FOR ONE THING IS THAT OUR CLASS DE GIRLS ALL HAVE BRAINS, WHICH IS SOMETHING I CAN'T GET USE TO!! COS EVER SINCE YOUNG, I CAN'T FIND GIRLS WHOSE BRAIN ARE SYSTEMATIC WITH DISCIPLINE TOWARDS STUDIES!! HARDWORKING & SMART I WOULD SAY!! HAHA!! AND THE BEST THING IS THAT THEY DUN PUT AIR-PLAIN!! THATS WHY I'M TRYING TO GET ALONG WITH THEM, BUT THE THING IS THAT, I'M NOT USED TO HANG OUT WITH GIRLS, NOT TO SAY TALK TO THEM, SO THAT IS SOMETHING I CAN'T FREELY BE MYSELF :( HAHA! GUESS ONLY ZHUZHU & HUAN HUAN WHOM I CAN TALK FREELY TOO!! BUT ANYWAY MAY BE TO U GUYS I'M IRRITATING AND SO, AND BORROW STUFF DIDN'T RETURN!! TILL LAST MIN.. REALLY SORRY, AND TO ONE OF MY FRIEND U BORROW MY STUFF TILL NOW DIDN'T EVEN WANNA RETURN TO ME!! SAY WILL SCAN AND EMAIL ME BACK!! BUT WHERE IS MY PAPER? -.- THATS WHY I SAY GUYS IN MY CURRENT SCHOOL ARE SO UNDEPENTABLE... SICK AND TIRED OF IT? TO BE MORE ACCURATE IS SIAN WITH THE GUYS IN MY CLASS.. BUT DUN WORRY!! NEXT SEMESTER I'LL CHANGE!! I'M GOING TO DO AFEW CHANGE TO MY ROOM DOOR, AND CHARACTER TOWARDS STUDY!! BUT FIRST IN ORDER TO DO THAT, I'M GOING BACK TO GOLF HEHE!! TO GET BACK THAT AGGRESSIVE ATTITUDE, THE ATTITUDE TO GET A BETTER PERFECTION TOWARDS MY GOAL!!

AFTER THIS SEMESTER, THIS ARE THE THINGS I WANNA DO PREPARATION FOR NEXT SEMESTER!! ^^

* A WHITE BOARD, MICROSOFT EXCEL, TEACHERS, TIME
* FIND UNCLE SAM & UNCLE ERIC FOR GOLF, NEED TO GET BACK MY CALMNESS, CONFIDENCE, PATIENCE & AGGRESSIVENESS.

THANKS UNCLE SAM, I KNOW CURRENTLY I LACK OF CONFIDENCE & AGGRESSIVENESS, THATS WHY WITH PATIENCE ALONE, MADE ME A LAZY PERSON WHO IS LOST!! lol