come on!! johnson wake up!!!

hai.. this is not me....

any idea how to go back being your old self?? someone teach me?!! LOL

just to say that, i can sense the changes within me, i'm not what i'm used to be!!

usually if i'm left alone, i'll be at home mugging to strive to be top!! even can get top at least top 5 position...

but now!! i feel like an average joe!! sibei sian...

the johnson i know, used to abit arrogant (well golfers tend to be arrogent but it's true that they are pro!! LOL), perfectionist, planner, goal maker, abit stringy toward money but still lean people money in need of emergency ( be it life saving or friends need money to save one relationship whatever ), sporty, early sleeper, confident, wax my hair everyday, dress up nicely for special occasion, and patience, calm in any situation.

NOW the johnson is....

Money spender, still a pro but not professional but is PROBLEM!!!, time waster = dun sleep when u must sleep (is i can't sleep), goal maker ( but can't do it ), perfectionist ( not perfect when yr plans screw u up), planner (plan but no heart to follow), didn't wax my hair as everyday le, dress up nicely (haha lazy), sporty ( no time to do sport and no track shoes), the only thing it still remain the same is that i got no anger... :/

i dun get it, guess am i freak, so much different, and i still not angry of myself. why? cos i find it no point to get angry with myself, it's only make yr problem more jialat, anger = can't think properly....

haha, guess it's kind of weird why i write this post.. while thanks to someone, it made me think of it, not tht i nv think before, is just not think of it 100%...
First time did my presentation like an idiot can't talk!! blank headed, things go missing, overconfident in lots of ways.

so what my plan now?
try my best to do as well as i can for this semester, D list is like impossible but a 3.5 is still like a lottery liao..
During the holidays, get back to my 14wifes, hope they'll get me the way i am as before!! =3 one of them is spoiled, the other 2 my driver & putter got stolen, but my current driver is now a nike sumo with 65g shift so heavy, and a stupid old putter of mine, who always very naughty.

well, 5more weeks to go 3march will be the start of the plan, hope next semester u'll see a new johnson!! haha!! relationship wise, hope next semester will NOT HAVE ba!! UNLESS fate draws another line for me.... just like you noe who and I before, haha!! as for her!! can really see some progress, she's on the verge of up growing process... hope she'll keep this up!! haha!


OH YA!!!! my new year resolution for this year 2010!!! forgotten i own you guys LOL

1. hope to grow back my height of 178cm
2. get back my body figure.( no belly please )
3. money tree growing in my bank account.
4. try to catch up with all my golfing friends & friends, aiya!! anyone that i noe and noe me de.
5. get back my motivation.
6. stand straight to improve my posture.
7. don't be a sloppy guy!!
8. hope yihuan can follow her new year resolution.
9. hope zhuzhu will find a saver to remake her tongue.
10.get a DVD player with Hi 5 for my room, new cell phone, Ipod, and portable audio for my lappy.
11.know MORE female friends -.- ( my friends always says i like gay like tht, hp only 30female contacts including my mum and teachers ) while i got 400+ which is males..
12.LUCK LAI LAI!!! & all my friends stay alive...
13. hehe.... for this is (secret)


HOPE THIS WILL BE A WONDERFULL TEEN ENDING YEAR FOR ME, AND NEW BEGINNING YEAR OF MY ADULT LIFE..... =D

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