what a bad ass, fucked up dad i have.... what kind of person that wack yr son when his already 19years of age....

i'm already on pills for my insomnia already.... and his there speaking nonsense that's not the truth, and while i finally get myself to sleep, he comes in and ask to do housework, and says i'm a freak that sleeps in the day!! i taken my pills every 12am... is i can't sleep.... say stuff i dun have time management, wtf.... if i was born not being slow, i won't be having this kind of problems.... i admit that i'm a slow learner... even copy notes i'm also slow... words must read a few time thn got the whole idea... but i'm not fucking lazy for goodness sake...

If you're so good why dun you go and study NOW or last time when u're young and work at the same time lah!! if u can i surely got nothing to say, and confirm guarantee chop idolize u..

and for MYSELF and yr fucking face in front of your elder brother's SON'S ALL STUDY SCHOLAR OR WHATEVER LAH... ... i studied hard to prove NOT JUST YOU in secondary school, got top all the way during my upper secondary... and during graduation day i ask you to come school, even ask u to take off for that single day, but u last min say to me u can't make it...

nvm! i noe u love us lah, work for the family almost 360days per year u're de most hardworking person in the family, i'm the laziers in the family.. different jobs got different prospects ma.... but may be u're too old to understand tht.... got grape generation between us.... u say u're in the company got lots of uni youngsters dunno what kind are they lah... say u understand me... blua blua blua...

and during my upper secondary days when i started to play golf, u didn't even support me, not to say provide me with my practices, my club membership, my golfclubs or see me play during my tournaments.... NV PROVIDE ME NVM LIAO LAH!! SUPPORT ALSO DUN HAVE... u only see me PRACTICE just once only when mum WANTS TO FETCH ME HOME THN U cames to see me....

The STUPID THING is you even ask me to give up golf, i say i dun want, you say i'm being stubborn, thn bring up the old story abt my primary school tuition teacher... which was primary 2...... please lah!! cos golf natures me to a better being.. unlike you, i told u before i hate people especially adults saying Cantonese vulgar words... i find it unglamorous & kind of lower yr grades... low-class meaning... and golf even get me to know friends whose character look alike like mine but their lot more fortunate... meet lots of successful people... cos of golf i got lots of friends in high places and with carefully studied of what kind of job prospects i wants... i got into chemical process technology in ITE....

U scold me stupid for that & when i say "no" u say i'm being stubborn again... yaya!! whatever lah....

i KnoW now u're very unhappy with me lah... but u're a bloody liar... just now i even say u i dislike people saying vulgar words u wack me for tht lah... say to me " when did i say tht" i say u got... thn u say to me why u talk to like tht.. somemore come straight at my face like gangster like tht... thn i say lah... u so man one.. so beng one... now talk like this... thn i somehow also talk to u like this liao loh BUT I DUN TALK VULGAR...

and the funny thing is that i even thank him for giving me what a wonderful present sia? punches & kicking at the face and wanna throw me out of the family.... sorry lah... i noe i hurt yr pride... but u leh... PLEASE LEARN TO BE MORE PATIENCE AND DO PUT YOURSELF IN OTHER PEOPLES FEELING... NOT PUTTING YOURSELF IN OTHER PEOPLE MIND AND SEE HOW TO DEFECT THEM IN A DEBATE...

nevermind lah!!! anyway today any unsatisfied business i have with him in the pasT, i all spill out already.... guess tonight will have a second round... when his back... (DEBATE ROUND 2)

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