I GOT A QUESTION!!

MUST IT REALLY BE THAT GUYS MUST BE BAD IN ORDER FOR GIRLS TO LOVE HIM MORE!! MUST IT BE NECESSARY THAT GUYS MUST SOMETIME PLAY ALONG GIRLS FEELING TO GET THEM LOVE GUYS... DUN U FEEL IT'S KIND OF LIKE SCAM LIKE THAT....... LIKE A PLAN OR SOMETHING!!!! WHY DUN U PEOPLE JUST BE HONEST WITH YOUR HEART, INSTANT OF HITTING AROUND BRUSHES TO REACH YOUR TARGET!!!

WHY GIRLS JUST LIKE GUYS WHO MAKE UP STORY AND SCAM, LEAVE HER WHERE THEY ARE, AND EVEN TELL HER "I'M SORRY, I CAN'T BE FRIENDS WITH U ANYMORE" AND THAN MADE HER LIFE SO MISERABLE LIKE SHIT LIKE THAT!!! WHAT THE POINT, AND THAN THERE'S A GUY WHO ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR THIS GIRL AND ALWAYS APPRECIATE OF HER DOING!! AND EVEN GAVE UP HIS DREAMS & EVERYTHING, THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS THAT, GET THIS RIGHT!!!!

" I DUN DO SCAM OR MOTIVE, I'M JUST BEING HONEST AND SPEAK OUT WHAT MY BLOODY HEART HAVE TO SAY!!!!"

DO U NOE I'VE NOT BEEN ABLE TO SLEEP WELL, MUST DEPEND ON FLUID TO GET MYSELF TO SLEEP??

DO U NOE EVEN WHEN I WANNA SMS U, I MUST CONTROL MY BLOODY HAND NOT TO DO SO!!!

DO U NOE HOW MUCH I'VE CHANGE LIKE A BLOODY EMO FREAK!!

DO U NOE HOW MUCH TIME I SPEND ON THE ARCADE EVERY AFTER SCHOOL??

DO U NOE TEARS DEEP LIKE SHIT, LIKE THE THUNDER ROAR FROM THE RAIN??

DO U NOE HOW MUCH AGONY I WENT THROUGH WHILE WAITING FOR U IN THE NIGHT!!! AND YOUR LAST WORDS TO ME IS: " DUN WORRY!! I'LL BE BACK TO U, & BY THAN I'LL START AFRESH WITH YOU!! "

I'VE BEEN WAITING ALMOST EVERY-NIGHT WAITING FOR YOUR RETURN, BUT NOW U SEEM SO FAR AWAY....

I REALLY REALLY HOPE THAT THIS DAY WON'T COME!! WHEREBY I GONNA PICK UP PIECES OF YOU, YOU NOE, I WILL!!! COS I JUST LOVE U TOO MUCH!!!




don't make me wait too long






NOW!! back to daily life!!!

DEXTER!! THANKS for your big present!! wasted my 6hours time of the day.
have been keeping myself inside my room, even through sickness..

but thanks to someone advice, i do feel somehow abit better for my feverish...

wa!! SIAN ARH!!! die liao arh!!! next week got so much test!!! and i only ABOUT to get finish my CEP!!! =x

next week test is so deadmeat.....

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