i'm now back home.... hai..... today's sucks!! really

got back my Quality Control first test result and i got a 'F' wth sial!!! and i got 13/20 for my A maths.... but overall of both test i still within grade A... super sian sial!!

i haven fail anything in my life since sec 2 till now!! kind of feel like shit!! super sian... and whats wrong with me man.... dunno why jus feel tht i dun have tht confidants level tht i ever use t be.... nvm screw it man!! :/

and arh ya!!! today it will b the start of my 2weeks holiday, intent t enjoy myself for the first few days... give myself 3days? 4days max of enjoyment ba!! XD haha
but think later today (means this Saturday)after i wake up from my slumber i'll be bored and lonely till sunday night.... cos darlings going for her class BBQ activity! and gonna ton ba!! :/ so sunday morning she'll be tired and got no time t entertain me i guess... and ya!! zhuzhu is going with dear dear as well... but zhuzhu promise me she'll watch after, look after deardear for me!! lol!! :/

hai!! nvm!! :( think tmr afternoon will get some golf around my house area ba!! just me and de ball again!! :/
havent grab them for quite sometime... kind of forgot the feeling of how the swing and de compression of the balls feels like... haha!! may be thts one way t get back my confidants level.... cos confident is the only thing t counter pressure or call it (stress).... haha!!

think thts all for today ba!!!

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