I miss u dear.....











dunno why i just miss darling so much....

hai.... i've been alone all by myself in my room de entire day... boring huh!! been stoning and looking at my lappy with pictures of us.... looking at our pic album t be exact and i jus miss how darling was...

can jus remember the night we both hug each other and cried in orchard,

and how we quarrel the on our first month and in de end she surprised me by making for me mash-mallow with the I LOVE U on it. and bring it to my house during the night!! haha she even spoiled her stove at home after done doing it... >.<

and how she's sick and she's hungry and i'm insisted tht she dun eat instant noodle and i cooked macaroni for her late night,
and how i take care of her after the accident and she's greatful tht i'm around to accompany her till she's in tears whenever her parents wants me t leave the house..

and how we ever hug each other and talk abt our future.... and how did i dream abt our wedding day will be like....

and how she ask me whether do i gotten any chismaz sms or new year sms's.

and how she stand's up for me when we're having our dinner at causeway point.

and how i ever hug her for the first time and she wanna break herself free from me and i say to her tht i'm not letting u go forever..
and she says if she manage t break free from me hugging her.. she'll break up with me... haha!!! we struggled from 2hrs plus... nearly 3hrs...

and how i ever support her during her pressurized moments at O level period..
by bringing her to entertainments and reward her whether she fail or pass her tests or even work hard t take effort by going back t school on weekends to have revision classes.

and how she says t me tht she'll get me a present for my birthday

and how i ever feed her potato chips in jason's car when she says t me "you are the best"

and during the night at her room tht i told her wat i've done t love her so deeply and how important she is to me and she reply's to me tht "no i dun love u... but i super love u" and we hugged each other tightly in the end...






all i ever wants and wish is how darling can be like this again forever...

cos I LOVE U deeply...




i miss u so deep till i can't slept till now!! its like 5.30am already!!

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