i felt so slow that i'm unable to reach, feels like I'm trying to reach heaven whereby it's impossible to reach, whereby no footing is there for me...


A's? haha!!! looks like D or "F" .....

Labels: place i can't reach

zhu!! i can really feel how u've been through 7years with jiejie!!! :']

ytd jie made me tears like a loser....


zhu!! johnson gege what really wants is someone to love me & take care of my all...

i noe jie suppose to be the one, suppose to be de one to be with, suppose to be the one to give me her all!! :']

I NOE ZHU NV LIE TO US!!

and is so dame true that I LOVE HER SO MUCH, that i can't live without her.....

she stands out in my heart no matter how she treats me, i dunno why? i just love her, may be that's why u say i'm twit in this way....

I CAN'T BE A LITTLE BIT BAD OF BEING A BAD GUY TO MAKE JIE LOVE ME... COS I DUN REALLY LIKE WEARING A MASK... SORRY K!!!

zhu!!! monday when jie says wanna see us, even when I'm sick, u noe johnson gege really felt happy, but dare not show it, until i send jie home that night...

but what happen yesterday.... zhu!!! i really feels like your love one taking a knive & stab in-front of u!!

zhu!!! guess after u watch 海派甜心 episode 5, if u Put yrself in DA LANG position, u'll really understand how i feel right now!!! it hurts....




if u're reading this, please stay where u are, and don't come find me!!!

until YOU're ready TO START AFRESH WITH ME!!

cos i really can't wear a mask as yr friend... I REALLY CAN'T!!



MY HEART DESIRES ONLY YOU!!

Labels: MASK

海派甜心 episode 5, after watching it, can somehow understand why are there so many jackass hongster, flits in the world!!! haha... will i become like him one day?

for all you GIRLS OUT THERE!!! if your guy is a really nice guy & having his FIRST relationship!!! and he did gave his all to u!!!

Treasure & cherish him.... love him & take him seriously.... dun ever play with him...

cos if a guy get hurt, it will be a quite permanent damage to him..... :')

Labels: FiRsT LoV3

i noe i'll get this kind of results....

so stress & got mixed up with my feelings man!!!! I NEED TO FOCUS, studies are important!!!, but i'm feeling so behind time, it feels kind of like erm... 30% of confident of knowledge that i'm having now!!!!

guess i really need to work over time.... and really really plan for my studies already.... how abt doing a timetable, feel kind of old school...

Labels: fail or pass or great

finally when i'm able to pick up the courage to called you, but it's seems that u wanna sleep.....

haha!! couldn't really sleep last night, stop my work around 2.30am but erm... slack around the computer watching Russell Peters show's, till 3am went to sleep, but i can't sleep at all due to sickness, so i get up & went to have my med, and at the same time hungry, some supper for me may be? LOL

turn on lappy watch Russell Peters again.... and time flew real fast, around 4.30am quickly turn myself to bed...

currently i'm in school, kind of feel like a fool now!!!! (ttm)

woke up at 8.30am, but dunno whats wrong with me, i shut off my snooze alarm, and during tht time, i dream of u & dunno why just made me tears... ( emo freak -.-)

when i felt wet on my face, i woke up AT 9.30am, i slap myself, WHAT AM I DOING!!! IT'S MONDAY!!! -.-

rush myself to school & sms my friends what do i need to wear formal, but it's really a big thanks for their fast reply....

went to school, with a rush, i saw wei ming.... and we rush to school with "god speed"

hai..... here i am when i got the surprise that TEST being POSTPONE....

didn't bring my maths TEXTBOOK today... so teacher kinda go through the questions that i've done. kind of bored here so that why i'm here!!!!


my english kind of sucks now, cos i'm not in the mood......

WILL THERE EVER BE A HAPPY PIGLET AGAIN....

Labels: CRYING PIGLET

she didn't wear the ring...

I GOT A QUESTION!!

MUST IT REALLY BE THAT GUYS MUST BE BAD IN ORDER FOR GIRLS TO LOVE HIM MORE!! MUST IT BE NECESSARY THAT GUYS MUST SOMETIME PLAY ALONG GIRLS FEELING TO GET THEM LOVE GUYS... DUN U FEEL IT'S KIND OF LIKE SCAM LIKE THAT....... LIKE A PLAN OR SOMETHING!!!! WHY DUN U PEOPLE JUST BE HONEST WITH YOUR HEART, INSTANT OF HITTING AROUND BRUSHES TO REACH YOUR TARGET!!!

WHY GIRLS JUST LIKE GUYS WHO MAKE UP STORY AND SCAM, LEAVE HER WHERE THEY ARE, AND EVEN TELL HER "I'M SORRY, I CAN'T BE FRIENDS WITH U ANYMORE" AND THAN MADE HER LIFE SO MISERABLE LIKE SHIT LIKE THAT!!! WHAT THE POINT, AND THAN THERE'S A GUY WHO ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR THIS GIRL AND ALWAYS APPRECIATE OF HER DOING!! AND EVEN GAVE UP HIS DREAMS & EVERYTHING, THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS THAT, GET THIS RIGHT!!!!

" I DUN DO SCAM OR MOTIVE, I'M JUST BEING HONEST AND SPEAK OUT WHAT MY BLOODY HEART HAVE TO SAY!!!!"

DO U NOE I'VE NOT BEEN ABLE TO SLEEP WELL, MUST DEPEND ON FLUID TO GET MYSELF TO SLEEP??

DO U NOE EVEN WHEN I WANNA SMS U, I MUST CONTROL MY BLOODY HAND NOT TO DO SO!!!

DO U NOE HOW MUCH I'VE CHANGE LIKE A BLOODY EMO FREAK!!

DO U NOE HOW MUCH TIME I SPEND ON THE ARCADE EVERY AFTER SCHOOL??

DO U NOE TEARS DEEP LIKE SHIT, LIKE THE THUNDER ROAR FROM THE RAIN??

DO U NOE HOW MUCH AGONY I WENT THROUGH WHILE WAITING FOR U IN THE NIGHT!!! AND YOUR LAST WORDS TO ME IS: " DUN WORRY!! I'LL BE BACK TO U, & BY THAN I'LL START AFRESH WITH YOU!! "

I'VE BEEN WAITING ALMOST EVERY-NIGHT WAITING FOR YOUR RETURN, BUT NOW U SEEM SO FAR AWAY....

I REALLY REALLY HOPE THAT THIS DAY WON'T COME!! WHEREBY I GONNA PICK UP PIECES OF YOU, YOU NOE, I WILL!!! COS I JUST LOVE U TOO MUCH!!!




don't make me wait too long






NOW!! back to daily life!!!

DEXTER!! THANKS for your big present!! wasted my 6hours time of the day.
have been keeping myself inside my room, even through sickness..

but thanks to someone advice, i do feel somehow abit better for my feverish...

wa!! SIAN ARH!!! die liao arh!!! next week got so much test!!! and i only ABOUT to get finish my CEP!!! =x

next week test is so deadmeat.....

Labels: Destiny and Fate