lots of things have happen... well, there's the sweet & good part!! and there's the part where life sucks GO SUCK THUMB loh!! well, don't really like myself now!! i feeling I'm having is like a hot-air balloon whom got a hole and I'm forcefully pumping the thruster to maintain that standard...

well!!! erm when i got time seems like i gonna create a new blog-site le ba!! since it's a new chapter, a new story!! =D

Johnson arh!!!!!! Johnson!! =3 be positive!!! always remember!!! look at the bright side of life, no more negative thoughts alright? studies, health, love, savings!!! only this 4!!! U can do it!!! just remember positive attitude and you're as good like how it suppose to be!! FOCUS!!! ^^

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well... there's lots to blog about~

but firstly if some of u guys know!! tht i'm writing a story right? but guess it's no more!!! as i've deleted that story book of mine already!!! erm.... everything about my birthday was fun!!! and yap!! a very very big thanks to lim yiwen!! ^^

as she's a very steady & awesome person(Y)!! omg!!! i need to really bush up my english!! or else i gonna get punishment writing correction 100times on every mistake...

LOL ^^ erm....yap!! so far 2presents collected!! it's very good present ok!! not cheapskates!! will upload photo's of it when school starts? as seems like quite a few will only give me by thn!! LOL!!!

OH YAP!!! will start saving up money for next years party!! ^^

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I promise i'll get back to u again, if fate let us cross again!! in the main time i'm going to polish myself up, before it comes!! ^^ i swear!!

i found a song that really fits.. and if possible, i really wish i'll never wanna hand u this song!! ^^

OMG!!! i suppose to be sleeping since 4am but somehow decided to watch anime.. till now can't stop!! -.- sleepless night

even after so long, to me it's just a moment ago :')

well, today i got to see her, though we did talk a bit but from her expression she's being unreachable. as in her heart is being closed down.. :/
haha~ this feeling is just like before!! during the Singapore idol, the pain is really unbearable. as of today most of the time i almost bust out of tears but, i should congrats myself for being tough, as i can just bust out like this although is unbearable, must bear the thought for her as in what will she feel when i do tht, what will the people from FMO thinks of her... it won't be something nice, so further more i must be strong for zhuzhu, as she's trying hard too~ if only i can understand how her minds works? as in whats the drive of the mindset which able her to do so to me :(
like whats the problem man? haha~

however 2days ago i watch a movie called 孔子 (Confucius), within this movie there's a sentence i find it very meaningful, I'll elaborate in English!! ^^

The reader can understands the writer's situation, but however the reader can never truly understands what kind of hardship the writer have been going through facing the situation....

well this sentence i believe it's in for her and as for me too, as in she can be the writer too, which means i may not understand what kind of hardship she's having too..

that's about it!! ^^

OH!! YA!!! forgot to mention, i did went to basil's BBQ birthday. as the coolest part is that he got a friend who studies the same school as i do, but his in NP haha!!
And yap!! he mention something during the conversation & i find it meaningful (Y)

him : Hey!! DUDE!! how many EX do u get so far?
me : Just my first and ever? =3
Him : ok!! cool, but erm are u still friends with her? still chat-able?
me : well, sort of? HAHA!! really depends on her o.o
him : let me give you an advice!! it's good to know that you're still chatting as now a days some bitches like dame bitches, however if the both of you guys are still chatting is good. maintain that way. means she's a good girl, must take care of her as you will never know? 5years down the road, you MAY ending up together with her again. anyway most importantly the best thing about love is loving the SAME person over again & again.. :)

well, thats all it is!! =D haha!! wishes all jerks & bitches will treasure & love the relationship their holding, be nice all over again... HOWEVER CHAO OUTSIDE!!! LOL

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